Yeah I know its been a few months since anything has been posted here, but really I doubt anybody really reads this, so my way of thinking is then why bother...and if anyone does read this then lemme give you a long over-due update on what has been going on..
At the time of my last post, I was heavily involved in a development project of a residential sim, which I am still working on, but not as much since classes started up last month. Also around the end of June I began a new music project, but that isn't very important. The first week of August I started slipping in my battle with my chronic depression, often not even caring enough to take care of myself, but this happens infrequently, its just something that triggers it, which I have no idea exactly what it is, so that also took a toll on me, I lost about 20 pounds that month, which is bad since I don't weigh much to begin with, and then the fall semester started in September, with my schedule being yet again crazy and overloaded with courses, and lucky me I get early morning classes three times a week.
But things got really bad the last two weeks of the month, I really don't want to go into details, but I started babysitting for a family friend on Mondays, since my classes only go to 1pm on that day, and something really bad happened with the older brother of the boy I was looking after, I don't really feel like going into it, but if Eshy wants to then he can, but after that I had thoughts of killing myself, and cried myself to sleep for the rest of the week, and I am still kind of reeling from it, so I am not really feeling well enough to restart this blog, its getting closer to the holidays, and the ever-returning feeling of loneliness and stuff has begun to set in once again, so don't really expect any posts until the new year...
Nicholai...
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