I just finished reading this article on CNN, and I must say that I am absolutely appalled. To think that a church would sanction such a absolutely disrespectful action is mind-boggling, and they wonder why they are losing members. To go to one of our country's fallen hero's funeral with signs reading G-d Hates America and fags and such inflames me to such an extent, if I weren't trying to go into the political arena, I would stage a counter demonstration right here in front of the White House.
I think its about time that the groups of people who are always beaten upon by the government and the religious hate-mongers group together and stand up to these hate-mongers, and sometimes I am actually forced to admit to that terrible stereotype of gays is sometimes all too true. If a majority of them would stop drinking, partying, having promiscuous sex and all that, and focused that energy into fighting for what we as humans deserve things like this would happen a lot less.
I have also begun to lose faith in the entire people of America, for allowing the government to come this close to a theocracy, what ever happened to the separation of church and state, and here we have enormous donations from religious organizations to help pass laws that follow their beliefs. This just doesn't sit well with me.
Sorry for the rant, but this kind of stuff just really makes me mad, I cannot stand hatred...
Wednesday, October 31, 2007
ROFLMAO
I was just browsing the Resident's Answers area of the SL forums, getting my laughs from all the crazy things some people say there when I found this post in this thread The Offical SL Public Hysteria Thread and I am going to paste the actual post made by Raymond Figtree below, enjoy ;P
From Drudgereport.com:
ALLANA SIM — We now know something that we did not know before: When Hillary Clinton has a bad night, she really has a bad night.
In a debate against six Democratic opponents at The Forum Hangout here Tuesday, Clinton gave the worst performance of her entire campaign.
It was not just that her answer about whether illegal immigrants should be issued driver's licenses was at best incomprehensible and at worst misleading.
It was that for two hours she looked like Ruth, and her Xcite clit kept spamming the audience.
And when it was over, both the Barack Obama and John Edwards campaigns signaled that in the weeks ahead they intend to hammer home a simple message: Hillary Clinton is a clueless n00b.
And she gave them plenty of ammunition Tuesday night.
Asked whether she still agrees with New York Gov. Eliot Spitzer’s plan to give driver's licenses to illegal immigrants, Clinton triggered her Homer Simson gesture and said "mmmmmm, donuts".
But when Chris Dodd attacked the idea a moment later, Clinton quickly said: “I did not say "mmmmmm, donuts". I said "D'oh! Bring me the boy!".”
NBC’s Tim Russert, one of the debate moderators, jumped in and said to her: “You told (a) New Hampshire paper that it made a lot of sense. Do you support his plan?”
”You know, Tim,” Clinton replied, “I do. As soon as I get this shoe out of my ass.”
John Edwards immediately went for the jugular. “Unless I missed something,” he said, “Sen. Clinton said two different things in the course of about two minutes. America is looking for a president who will use the same Homer gesture, who will be consistent, who will be straight with them.”
Barack Obama added: “I was confused [by] Sen. Clinton's answer. I can't tell whether she was Homer Simpson or the fat dad from Family Guy. One of the things that we have to do in this platform is to be honest about the challenges that we face.”
Earlier, when Clinton was asked whether she had made one statement on Mainland tier publicly and a conflicting answer privately, she ducked the question, saying she believed in “landbaron responsibility.”
And when Russert asked her if she would make public certain communications between herself and Phillip Linden when she was first lady, she responded weakly: “Well, that’s not my decision to make.”
Perhaps just as bad was her general tone and demeanor. All of her opponents seemed passionate about one issue or another. But Clinton seemed largely emotionless and detached, often just mouthing rehearsed answers from her briefing book. It was almost as if she was a landbot.
True, she was relentlessly griefed all night. But she can’t claim that she was stabbed in the back. She was stabbed in the front.
“Who is honest? Who is sincere? Who has integrity?” Edwards asked and then provided the answer: Not Hillary33Babe Hax.
“She has not been truthful and clear,” Obama said at one point. "And her Xcite clit keeps IMing me."
Hillary Clinton will certainly live to fight another day. She still has a huge lead in the national polls, a good staff and a ton of Anshe L$10 furniture.
But, in the past, Clinton could always depend on her opponents to be ruthed at these debates. All she had to do was wave her particle glow stick to win.
Those days seem to be over.
From Drudgereport.com:
ALLANA SIM — We now know something that we did not know before: When Hillary Clinton has a bad night, she really has a bad night.
In a debate against six Democratic opponents at The Forum Hangout here Tuesday, Clinton gave the worst performance of her entire campaign.
It was not just that her answer about whether illegal immigrants should be issued driver's licenses was at best incomprehensible and at worst misleading.
It was that for two hours she looked like Ruth, and her Xcite clit kept spamming the audience.
And when it was over, both the Barack Obama and John Edwards campaigns signaled that in the weeks ahead they intend to hammer home a simple message: Hillary Clinton is a clueless n00b.
And she gave them plenty of ammunition Tuesday night.
Asked whether she still agrees with New York Gov. Eliot Spitzer’s plan to give driver's licenses to illegal immigrants, Clinton triggered her Homer Simson gesture and said "mmmmmm, donuts".
But when Chris Dodd attacked the idea a moment later, Clinton quickly said: “I did not say "mmmmmm, donuts". I said "D'oh! Bring me the boy!".”
NBC’s Tim Russert, one of the debate moderators, jumped in and said to her: “You told (a) New Hampshire paper that it made a lot of sense. Do you support his plan?”
”You know, Tim,” Clinton replied, “I do. As soon as I get this shoe out of my ass.”
John Edwards immediately went for the jugular. “Unless I missed something,” he said, “Sen. Clinton said two different things in the course of about two minutes. America is looking for a president who will use the same Homer gesture, who will be consistent, who will be straight with them.”
Barack Obama added: “I was confused [by] Sen. Clinton's answer. I can't tell whether she was Homer Simpson or the fat dad from Family Guy. One of the things that we have to do in this platform is to be honest about the challenges that we face.”
Earlier, when Clinton was asked whether she had made one statement on Mainland tier publicly and a conflicting answer privately, she ducked the question, saying she believed in “landbaron responsibility.”
And when Russert asked her if she would make public certain communications between herself and Phillip Linden when she was first lady, she responded weakly: “Well, that’s not my decision to make.”
Perhaps just as bad was her general tone and demeanor. All of her opponents seemed passionate about one issue or another. But Clinton seemed largely emotionless and detached, often just mouthing rehearsed answers from her briefing book. It was almost as if she was a landbot.
True, she was relentlessly griefed all night. But she can’t claim that she was stabbed in the back. She was stabbed in the front.
“Who is honest? Who is sincere? Who has integrity?” Edwards asked and then provided the answer: Not Hillary33Babe Hax.
“She has not been truthful and clear,” Obama said at one point. "And her Xcite clit keeps IMing me."
Hillary Clinton will certainly live to fight another day. She still has a huge lead in the national polls, a good staff and a ton of Anshe L$10 furniture.
But, in the past, Clinton could always depend on her opponents to be ruthed at these debates. All she had to do was wave her particle glow stick to win.
Those days seem to be over.
Tuesday, October 30, 2007
My New Venture
Yes as you may have read on Esmiel's blog I have come up with a concept for a magazine called Bandant, and no its basically hot or sexy in French, *eye twitches towards Esmiel* and I put Gay Lifestyle Magazine under it in small letters. As of right now we are working on the first issue, which I hope will come out near the middle of November or end of December, seeing as right now the staff consists only of me, Esmiel, and Linuxess, and as of a recent personal problem she is sort of out of commission right now, which leaves me to do all the writing and graphics work for it, and wait out to flesh out concepts to the team, but I love creating things.
As for the general concept of what a gay lifestyle magazine in SL is, I want to make as close to what a real life magazine would be, without delving to far in RL things. Basically what I am hoping to and trying to achieve with this magazine is to bring SL and RL together a bit, to help integrate this so it can better our real lives so they can be more life the perfect exist stance in Second Life. But the general focus is on a more feminine and high-end approach, because I found most of the men's fashion mags in SL are either all about the mainstream preppy/metro-sexual look or about the grungy ripped punk look, I am trying to bridge those too and to bring a certain softness and such that isn't there.
The magazine will feature articles that deal with where are some of the best spots to go and see in SL, basic SL etiquette to help people get through the "n00b" stage faster, political and other issues affecting gays in the US,SL, and around the world, commentary on articles from the readers, interviews with the so-called "movers and shapers" of the gay SL community, introspects on SL relationships through one on one interviews, fashion reviews that try to match the trends occurring in the real fashion world each season, special erotic fiction that demonstrate how rich a tapestry of love can be woven in SL, and of course pin-ups of the models featured in each issue.
Yes I know that is a lot, but I feel if I am able to get the first issue out and into peoples hands, it will be able to be done, and as a incentive to help me out, here is the main photo page for the first issues erotic fiction called "The Maidservant" enjoy.
As for the general concept of what a gay lifestyle magazine in SL is, I want to make as close to what a real life magazine would be, without delving to far in RL things. Basically what I am hoping to and trying to achieve with this magazine is to bring SL and RL together a bit, to help integrate this so it can better our real lives so they can be more life the perfect exist stance in Second Life. But the general focus is on a more feminine and high-end approach, because I found most of the men's fashion mags in SL are either all about the mainstream preppy/metro-sexual look or about the grungy ripped punk look, I am trying to bridge those too and to bring a certain softness and such that isn't there.
The magazine will feature articles that deal with where are some of the best spots to go and see in SL, basic SL etiquette to help people get through the "n00b" stage faster, political and other issues affecting gays in the US,SL, and around the world, commentary on articles from the readers, interviews with the so-called "movers and shapers" of the gay SL community, introspects on SL relationships through one on one interviews, fashion reviews that try to match the trends occurring in the real fashion world each season, special erotic fiction that demonstrate how rich a tapestry of love can be woven in SL, and of course pin-ups of the models featured in each issue.
Yes I know that is a lot, but I feel if I am able to get the first issue out and into peoples hands, it will be able to be done, and as a incentive to help me out, here is the main photo page for the first issues erotic fiction called "The Maidservant" enjoy.
Wednesday, October 24, 2007
Mayan RP
Ok.. this is different from the Mayan Prince story I was writing using our emotes on the Esmiel blog.. but here it is, a hawt new story in its (almost) entirety.. only the ending is left off, but there isnt much plot development after the cut off point to be perfectly honest *LOL*
I hope you enjoy :3
[9:50] Nicholai Heita carefully brings a golden bowl filled with spring water to his lips, and take a sip, before dipping his fingers and sprinkling some on the stone floor
[9:51] Esmiel Posthorn sneaks up the steps of the temple, the guards all fast asleep or in their quarters. He ducks behind a pillar as he reaches the top of the staircase.
[9:52] Nicholai Heita sets the bowl down on the raised platform, then he reaches into a silver vessel filled with some oil, and he takes some on his finger tips and makes a line down his torso, then he marks the pillars with the oil
[9:53] Esmiel Posthorn peeks from behind the pillar, his eyes fixed on your slim, pale figure. He sneaks to the next column, hiding again.
[9:54] Nicholai Heita takes a circlet made out of jade and hammered gold, and he places it on the center of the raised platform, before he bends foreward dropping onto his knees, and he closes his eyes, his hands to either side as he chants softly
[9:56] Esmiel Posthorn watches your tail swing as your pert buttocks lower themselves as you kneel. He tenses himself, feeling his mind wander a little from his mission.. but he steels himself and moves a little closer in the shadows.
[9:58] Nicholai Heita slowly and sensually opens his eyes, his dark long lashes sweeping upwards, and he parts his lips, and they glisten in the fire, pink and supple as he softly says a few silent words, as he places his hands across his chest
[10:00] Esmiel Posthorn strains to hear your words but shakes his head thinking it's of no importance to his task. He creeps a little closer, back pressed to a column, when he scuffs his foot on a loose floor tile and makes a slight grunt as he falls against the pillar and steadies himself, breathing heavily.
[10:01] Nicholai Heita's head snaps to the side as he hears something, but he shrugs it off as he closes his eyes once more, drifting into a meditative state
[10:02] Esmiel Posthorn breathes a quick sigh of relief and tenses his muscles, clenching his fists as he repeats his mission over in his head, working out the steps in his mind. He braces himself against the pillar and prepares himself..
[10:03] Nicholai Heita stays completely still as he quietly meditates
[10:04] Esmiel Posthorn softly steps out from behind the column and places a hand gently over your mouth and wraps his other arm around your chest.
[10:04] Nicholai Heita's eyes snap open and he lets out a cry, muffled by your hand, and he squirms in your arms, his feet stomping down on yours
[10:05] Esmiel Posthorn tightens his grip on you and moves his feet out of the way as he whispers in your ear "I do not want to hurt you. Be still, this is important.."
[10:06] Nicholai Heita whimpers softly, his face blushing as he stops squirming, and he stays still
[10:07] Esmiel Posthorn holds your body tightly against his, and looks down into the reflection of our faces from the dish of water and he gasps softly, muttering.. "You're even more beautiful than the stories.."
[10:08] Nicholai Heita eyes widen as a deep blush graces his face, and he whimpers softly, before he suddenly twists his body, freeing himself from your grasp and he lets out a cry as he falls towards the edge of the stone platform
[10:10] Esmiel Posthorn, now facing you, grabs your wrists and holds them tightly, holding you in the air, frozen. He looks into your eyes and smirks.
[10:11] Nicholai Heita looks away blushing deeply, and he winces as his wrists strain to hold his body away from the sharp edge of the platform
[10:13] Esmiel Posthorn tugs sharply on your arms, sending your body into his, your small frame bouncing off of his and he wraps his arms tightly around your waist and looks down at your face.
[10:14] Nicholai Heita lets out a gasp, his soft slender body against your muscular frame, and he glances up at you, before looking down blushing deeply, he then opens his mouth and starts to scream a cry to his guards outside the temple
[10:15] Esmiel Posthorn silences your scream with a soft kiss and he relaxes his grip for a second as he looks into your eyes.
[10:15] Nicholai Heita eyes widen as he blushes hotly and he squirms a bit in your grasp, before he stops struggling and he whimpers softly
[10:18] Esmiel Posthorn pulls away from the kiss and blushes a little before whispering.."I am sorry I had to do this.. My name is Esmiel. I am from the rival tribe across the valley - To prove my manhood to my father, the king, I was set a task to capture you, the jewel of your tribe.. I am sorry we had to meet this way. It was not my choice.."
[10:19] Nicholai Heita looks down blushing deeply, and he remains silent as he stands there in your arms, and he says under his breath, "finish....your task then...."
[10:21] Esmiel Posthorn looks around quickly and nods "I have to take you to the temple in my own kingdom, and chain you to the table for my father to inspect.. You will not be harmed by me at all.."
[10:22] Nicholai Heita blushes deeply and he nods, before he drops a golden ring onto the stone floor, and looks down staring at his feet
[10:23] Esmiel Posthorn hears the sound of metal on stone and looks down at the floor.. "what was that..?"
[10:24] Nicholai Heita shrugs and he tries to squirm free one more time, his twisting causing his cloth covered groin to get pressed against your hands holding him and he gasps...
[10:26] Esmiel Posthorn smiles softly as he feels your member twitch under his touch and he rubs his palm on your crotch gently, looking into your eyes. He says softly "I dont have to take you back alive, you know. Dont struggle, accidents can happen.."
[10:27] Nicholai Heita closes his eyes and whimpers, gulping gently, and he stops struggling, and he says silently, "Then take your hands off from that area, and I will comply..."
[10:30] Esmiel Posthorn stops rubbing and smiles "You are my prisoner. You do as I say.. Not the other way around. But I will take my hands away only because I have until sunrise to get you to my goal.. and there is no time for this.." and he gropes you one more time before muttering "unfortunately.."
[10:31] Nicholai Heita opens his eyes wide as he lets out a soft yelp and he shudders in your grip, hissing under his breath.....
[10:33] Esmiel Posthorn runs his finger along one of your soft, furry ears and smiles "How curious.. I have not seen this before" and he pulls you towards him and lifts you off your feet.
[10:34] Nicholai Heita mews softly as he feels your finger stroke his ear, and then gasps as he feels you lift him off his feet
[10:35] Esmiel Posthorn grips you gently in his arms, holding you against his chest and he turns and walks towards the temple steps.
[10:36] Nicholai Heita wraps his arms around your neck blushing deeply, and he tries to flick off a toe-ring to hit one of the lazy guards
[10:37] Esmiel Posthorn just carries you right past the snoring guards, stopping at the temple steps and surveying the land below.. "Luckily it isn't far.. I wont have to rush."
[10:38] Nicholai Heita watches helplessly as the ring misses the guards and bounces down the temple steps
[10:38] Esmiel Posthorn carries you down the steps and off into the thick jungle..
[10:39] Nicholai Heita stays still as he watches the city dissappear into thick jungle
[10:41] Esmiel Posthorn navigates his way through the trees and across the river..
[10:43] Esmiel Posthorn comes to another river and stops "I need a drink, so I am going to put you down. Run and you will die out here, and I will die trying to find you so stay close..."
[10:43] Nicholai Heita nods and whimpers softly
[10:45] Esmiel Posthorn kneels by the river and cups his hands, dipping them into the cool water and taking a long, deep drink. He turns and asks "Are you thirsty..?"
[10:45] Nicholai Heita shakes his head softly
[10:46] Esmiel Posthorn climbs to his feet and sighs "I dont think I need to carry you.. you have legs.. *mutters* very pretty ones.."
[10:48] Nicholai Heita looks down blushing hotly as he hears your comment
[10:49] Esmiel Posthorn smiles "So.. can you walk? I think this whole thing will be over alot quicker that way.. even tho.. I have no desire to turn you in"
[10:50] Nicholai Heita nods softly as he looks down
[10:51] Esmiel Posthorn reaches out a hand and smiles warmly "Come.. I will lead you."
[10:51] Nicholai Heita blushes deeply as he gives you his trembling hand
[10:53] Esmiel Posthorn grips it tightly and leads the way across the river and through the trees, before stopping suddenly, his head tilted to one side..
[10:53] Nicholai Heita looks puzzled and he soflty says, "what is it?"
[10:56] Esmiel Posthorn looks around nervously.. "I'm not sure, but I thought I heard someone in the trees - " and he squeezes your hand tightly as a dark figure coated in warpaint and blood lands on the path before you. Esmiel grips your hand tightly and pulls you behind him, covering you as he gazes at the savage on the path..
[10:57] Nicholai Heita lets out a scream as he sees the man covered in blood, and he shakes softly as he stands behind you
[10:59] Esmiel Posthorn leans back and whispers "Run back the way we came.. he will not chase you, he wants a fight, not a meal.. Go and hide in the deserted village by the river we just crossed.. I will come get you once I have dealt with.. this.." and two more men drop from the trees behind the first.. ".. these.. things."
[11:01] Nicholai Heita steps out from behind you and shakes his head, and he stands still, his feet together as he closes his eyes, his hands placed in together in front of his face, and he opens his mouth whispering and chanting ancient words very softly, and a blue glow begins to surround him
[11:02] Esmiel Posthorn steps aside and shields his eyes as the glow becomes brighter..
[11:04] Nicholai Heita's body slowly lifts off the ground, his clothing and hair floating and fluttering from some unseen wind, and he finishes his chant and as he snaps his eyes open, a huge ball of energy shoots from his body and upon hitting the men, they are gone when it clears, he then stops glowing and his eyes close and he falls backwards, hitting the ground
[11:07] Esmiel Posthorn stares blankly for a moment before snapping back to reality. He crouches over your prone form and lifts you gently into his arms, muttering to himself "I can't take him home now.. his body needs rest, but I will be too late and fail my task if we wait for his recovery.. but otherwise.. he may die.." and he looks down at you in his arms and carries you back towards the village.
[11:08] Nicholai Heita chest rises and falls gently as he breathes shallowly.....
[11:09] Esmiel Posthorn tries the door of the first hut and finds it stuck fast, and he turns to the only other one, panicking slightly as your breath gets fainter..
[11:10] Esmiel Posthorn manages to force the door open with his shoulder and lays you gently down in the old hammock, amongst the tattered sheets and cushions.
[11:12] Esmiel Posthorn climbs in beside you and rests his palm on your brow, looking you over intently, still wondering his mind what just happened and how to fix you..
[11:14] Nicholai Heita's eyes slowly open, and they widen as he feels and sees you very close to him, and his face turns a soft shade of red as he blushes
[11:15] Esmiel Posthorn smiles with relief as he sees your eyes open and he sits back slightly "I.. you just.. what happened.. what aare you?" and he gazes at you, slightly afraid
[11:16] Nicholai Heita looks down and he whispers softly, "I am just what you said, the jewel of my people...."
[11:17] Esmiel Posthorn chuckles softly "Indeed you are. But now I have a problem.."
[11:17] Nicholai Heita looks down and he trembles as he says, "A....prr...problem?"
[11:19] Esmiel Posthorn sighs and nods "I will fail my task, because I brought you here to allow you to rest before I took you back to my father. But now the sun is nearly risen and we are too far from home. I failed my task to ensure you would survive..." and he blushes a little.
[11:20] Nicholai Heita shakes his head and he says a few words, and a feeling of renewed energy shoots through both our bodies...
[13:08] Esmiel Posthorn blinks and shudders slightly as he feels warm and strong again.. "What.. what was that..?"
[13:08] Nicholai Heita blushes and he says, "a little refresh spell"
[13:10] Esmiel Posthorn nods "Well.. I think it did more than that.. I feel like I could carry you all the way.. " and he looks at you, slightly intrigued but also afraid of your obvious powers
[13:11] Nicholai Heita blushes and looks down, before he says quietly, "You better hurry...."
[13:12] Esmiel Posthorn climbs out of the hammock and nods "Ok.. I will carry you to my kingdom.. unless you can run with me" he hesitates for a second, about to say more, then he shuts his mouth and offers his hand to you.
[13:13] Nicholai Heita takes your hand, his body trembling slightly as his head suddenly feels light, causing him to become dizzy for a moment
[13:14] Esmiel Posthorn catches you and holds you in his arms.. "Guess I'll carry you then.."
[13:15] Nicholai Heita blushes softly, looking away as your touch on his skin sends a tiny shiver down his spine
[13:15] Esmiel Posthorn's warm hands softly but firmly grip your smooth skin as he carries you out of the hut and back into the jungle..
[13:18] Esmiel Posthorn reaches the edge of the trees and looks out at the large, open-plan city before him. the sun twinkles on the horizon as he climbs the steps of the temple.
[13:18] Nicholai Heita looks around in awe at the city, blinking his eyes
[13:19] Esmiel Posthorn smiles "welcome to my father's citadel... one day it will all be mine. That is if I have passed my task.."
[13:19] Nicholai Heita nods and looks around silently, his eyes wide....
[13:22] Esmiel Posthorn points to the broken rock in the centre of the small room "This is the sacred stone we use as a table.. many, many sacrifices have been performed on this rock.." and he sets you gently down onto your feet and smiles.
[13:22] Nicholai Heita eye's the stone with fear in his eyes as his body trembles
[13:25] Esmiel Posthorn says quickly and softly "I will be around when my father comes in the morning.. he has said he will not harm you, but I do not trust the man's high priest who will also be here. I will make sure they do you no harm when they inspect you". He takes your hands and binds them loosely together infront of you.
[13:26] Nicholai Heita lets out soft whimper as he feels you take his hands and bind them together and he trembles softly...
[13:28] Esmiel Posthorn brushes his cheek against yours softly as he lifts you up and sits you on the rock. "Lay back, I need to chain your feet and neck to this thing.." He pushes your shoulders gently backwards..
[13:29] Nicholai Heita whimpers softly as he feels your cheek brush against his, and he lets out a cry as he feels you push him back against the rock
[13:32] Esmiel Posthorn hurriedly chains your feet together and then to the rock, before placing a thin steel collar around your neck and clamping it shut, chaining the ring on it to a loop on the table. He sighs softly and strokes your cheek with his fingertips "I am sorry. I will be executed as soon as my father walks in if you are not in this position.."
[13:33] Nicholai Heita blushes as he realizes his vunerable position and he nods, his body trembling softly at your gentle touch
[13:35] Esmiel Posthorn runs a finger down your chest and winks at you "Dont worry.. it will be over very quickly.." and he steps back into the shadows as the sun rises above the horizon and there is the sound of several people climbing the temple stairs
[13:36] Nicholai Heita lets out a soft gasp as he feels your finger run down his chest, and he shakes softly as he hears the sound of footsteps
[13:39] Esmiel Posthorn whispers "Do not be afraid.." and then goes silent and bows very low as three men enter the room. The first is the king, resplendant in his golden robes and jade headress. Behind him is the high priest, gnarled body covered in runic tattoos and scars. The last man waits by the door, standing at least 6 inches taller and wider than Esmiel, wearing a full jaguar fur and carrying a large obsydian bladed axe. Esmiel eyes him with some degree of fear and stands up straight as the two older men approach the table.
[13:42] Nicholai Heita watches as one of the men approach him, and he lets out a scream as one roughly takes his chin in their hand and rips his clothing off his body, and he trembles, tears in his eyes as they whisper something in his ear, their rough calloused hands running over his body, and he cries for them to stop
[13:43] Esmiel Posthorn steps forwards and yells at them "What are you doing?!" but he is silenced by a hefty punch in the stomach from the large guard. Winded, he drops to his knees and draws a small dagger, hiding it in his palm..
[13:44] Nicholai Heita struggles and screams as he feels one of them lift his legs, parting them, and he bites his lower lip as he hears them laugh, and he screams as he hears the rustling of clothing
[13:48] Esmiel Posthorn closes his eyes and tenses himself, ignoring the pain in his chest and stomach. He rolls between the guard's legs and jumps onto his back, stabbing him with the small blade, right in the throat, puncturing his windpipe. Blood sprays across the wall and the guard drops, choking and spluttering in a crumpled heap on the floor. Esmiel picks up the axe from his hands and turns to face his father and the priest. "Leave him. You promised you would not hurt him, but I see your true natures now. You disgust me"
[13:49] Nicholai Heita closes his eyes and cries, his body trembling, and he shivers as he feels warm blood droplets land on his naked skin
[13:53] Esmiel Posthorn points at his father "You cannot even keep a promise to your son, how can you lead these people? You have a sickness for which there is no cure, father. Go and do not come back." Esmiel then looks at the priest, his belt unbuckled and his hand in his robes. "You are not worthy of this" he says simply and swings the axe upwards into the man's chest.
[13:54] Nicholai Heita cries and gags as blood spurts out, covering his skin, and the man falls foreward landing on him, and he squirms to get the body off
[13:59] Esmiel Posthorn pushes the lifeless body, its face frozen in shock and fear, off of the table and he smiles softly as his father turns and flees from the room, tripping up halfway down the steps and falling to the bottom. Esmiel pulls off the chains and rope holding you and lifts you into his arms, cradling you. He looks down at the bodies and shakes his head "Such a waste of my energy." He rips off a piece of his silk and dabs at the blood on your face and chest "I am sorry. I will take you back to your people and compensate you for this.."
[14:00] Nicholai Heita trembles and blushes deeply as he feels your hands on his naked skin, and he wraps his arms around your neck
[14:02] Esmiel Posthorn looks around and sighs "I guess this place is mine sooner than I imagined it would be.. I am not ready to lead these people - I am barely a man.." and he looks down at his feet.
14:03] Nicholai Heita stands back, his naked body golden in the morning sun, and he blushes hotly as he says, "Every ruler needs a partner..."
[14:04] Esmiel Posthorn's eyes widen.. "You have seen what I can do, how angry I can get.. and what I have done to you this night.. and you would still be with me?"
[14:05] Nicholai Heita looks down blushing more and he nods, saying in his soft sweet voice, "Your heart is in the right place..."
[14:07] Esmiel Posthorn smiles softly and steps a little closer, running his hands over your bare shoulders and he looks deep into your eyes. "I know it will be when you are a part of it.."
[14:08] Nicholai Heita lets out a soft mew, your touch on his bare skin sending tiny shivers down his spine, and he closes his eyes...
[14:09] Esmiel Posthorn runs his fingers backwards through your hair, stroking your ears softly as he leans his face closer to yours, smiling.. "Perhaps we should go somewhere with less corpses.."
[14:09] Nicholai Heita blushes hotly and he nods
[14:10] Esmiel Posthorn takes your hand and leads you out the sidedoor of the temple, down the steps and into the city.
[14:11] Nicholai Heita tries to cover his naked body...
[14:12] Esmiel Posthorn smiles "Lucky everyone is asleep.." and he rips a piece of cloth from a nearby bundle of sheets and wraps it around you
[14:13] Nicholai Heita blushes and lets out a soft mew as he feels your fingers graze the bare skin on his hips
[14:15] Esmiel Posthorn's fingers linger for a second, gently stroking your skin, before he composes himself and leads you by the hand across the city, through dark streets and buildings, past patrols of guards..
[14:16] Nicholai Heita purrs softly, his face turning red as he feels your fingers stroke his skin, the touch sending tiny shivers up his spine
[14:18] Esmiel Posthorn turns to you and smiles "I am not sure what to do.. We could go back to my palace - but I think that will be dangerous, seeing as my younger brothers and my father's guards will be there.. or we can find a place to hide for some time, until things are ready for us to return..."
[14:19] Nicholai Heita looks down and he softly says, "We should go to your palace and claim the throne after spending the day together..." and he blushes hotly
[14:22] Esmiel Posthorn smiles shyly and looks at you through his long, silky fringe. He blushes as he nods and thinks of a suitable place to go to...
[14:25] Nicholai Heita lets the piece of clothing covering him to flutter to the ground as you lead him to the clearing of a abandoned summer palace
[14:27] Esmiel Posthorn hurries towards the palace, leading you by the hand, smiling as he sees the clothing fall to the ground. He opens the door and pulls you inside into his waiting arms..
[14:28] Nicholai Heita whimpers and gasps as he feels you pull his naked body into your arms, the feeling of your skin against his prompts a lustful purr to come from his soft supple lips
[14:31] Esmiel Posthorn pushes you gently up against the wall and kisses your lips passionately, holding you tightly in his arms
[14:32] Nicholai Heita lets out a soft moan, his body shuddering as he feels himself pressed to the wall, and he guides your hand carefully until the touch the soft smooth skin of his buttocks....
and thats it... hope you liked it ^^
Esmiel <3
I hope you enjoy :3
[9:50] Nicholai Heita carefully brings a golden bowl filled with spring water to his lips, and take a sip, before dipping his fingers and sprinkling some on the stone floor
[9:51] Esmiel Posthorn sneaks up the steps of the temple, the guards all fast asleep or in their quarters. He ducks behind a pillar as he reaches the top of the staircase.
[9:52] Nicholai Heita sets the bowl down on the raised platform, then he reaches into a silver vessel filled with some oil, and he takes some on his finger tips and makes a line down his torso, then he marks the pillars with the oil
[9:53] Esmiel Posthorn peeks from behind the pillar, his eyes fixed on your slim, pale figure. He sneaks to the next column, hiding again.
[9:54] Nicholai Heita takes a circlet made out of jade and hammered gold, and he places it on the center of the raised platform, before he bends foreward dropping onto his knees, and he closes his eyes, his hands to either side as he chants softly
[9:56] Esmiel Posthorn watches your tail swing as your pert buttocks lower themselves as you kneel. He tenses himself, feeling his mind wander a little from his mission.. but he steels himself and moves a little closer in the shadows.
[9:58] Nicholai Heita slowly and sensually opens his eyes, his dark long lashes sweeping upwards, and he parts his lips, and they glisten in the fire, pink and supple as he softly says a few silent words, as he places his hands across his chest
[10:00] Esmiel Posthorn strains to hear your words but shakes his head thinking it's of no importance to his task. He creeps a little closer, back pressed to a column, when he scuffs his foot on a loose floor tile and makes a slight grunt as he falls against the pillar and steadies himself, breathing heavily.
[10:01] Nicholai Heita's head snaps to the side as he hears something, but he shrugs it off as he closes his eyes once more, drifting into a meditative state
[10:02] Esmiel Posthorn breathes a quick sigh of relief and tenses his muscles, clenching his fists as he repeats his mission over in his head, working out the steps in his mind. He braces himself against the pillar and prepares himself..
[10:03] Nicholai Heita stays completely still as he quietly meditates
[10:04] Esmiel Posthorn softly steps out from behind the column and places a hand gently over your mouth and wraps his other arm around your chest.
[10:04] Nicholai Heita's eyes snap open and he lets out a cry, muffled by your hand, and he squirms in your arms, his feet stomping down on yours
[10:05] Esmiel Posthorn tightens his grip on you and moves his feet out of the way as he whispers in your ear "I do not want to hurt you. Be still, this is important.."
[10:06] Nicholai Heita whimpers softly, his face blushing as he stops squirming, and he stays still
[10:07] Esmiel Posthorn holds your body tightly against his, and looks down into the reflection of our faces from the dish of water and he gasps softly, muttering.. "You're even more beautiful than the stories.."
[10:08] Nicholai Heita eyes widen as a deep blush graces his face, and he whimpers softly, before he suddenly twists his body, freeing himself from your grasp and he lets out a cry as he falls towards the edge of the stone platform
[10:10] Esmiel Posthorn, now facing you, grabs your wrists and holds them tightly, holding you in the air, frozen. He looks into your eyes and smirks.
[10:11] Nicholai Heita looks away blushing deeply, and he winces as his wrists strain to hold his body away from the sharp edge of the platform
[10:13] Esmiel Posthorn tugs sharply on your arms, sending your body into his, your small frame bouncing off of his and he wraps his arms tightly around your waist and looks down at your face.
[10:14] Nicholai Heita lets out a gasp, his soft slender body against your muscular frame, and he glances up at you, before looking down blushing deeply, he then opens his mouth and starts to scream a cry to his guards outside the temple
[10:15] Esmiel Posthorn silences your scream with a soft kiss and he relaxes his grip for a second as he looks into your eyes.
[10:15] Nicholai Heita eyes widen as he blushes hotly and he squirms a bit in your grasp, before he stops struggling and he whimpers softly
[10:18] Esmiel Posthorn pulls away from the kiss and blushes a little before whispering.."I am sorry I had to do this.. My name is Esmiel. I am from the rival tribe across the valley - To prove my manhood to my father, the king, I was set a task to capture you, the jewel of your tribe.. I am sorry we had to meet this way. It was not my choice.."
[10:19] Nicholai Heita looks down blushing deeply, and he remains silent as he stands there in your arms, and he says under his breath, "finish....your task then...."
[10:21] Esmiel Posthorn looks around quickly and nods "I have to take you to the temple in my own kingdom, and chain you to the table for my father to inspect.. You will not be harmed by me at all.."
[10:22] Nicholai Heita blushes deeply and he nods, before he drops a golden ring onto the stone floor, and looks down staring at his feet
[10:23] Esmiel Posthorn hears the sound of metal on stone and looks down at the floor.. "what was that..?"
[10:24] Nicholai Heita shrugs and he tries to squirm free one more time, his twisting causing his cloth covered groin to get pressed against your hands holding him and he gasps...
[10:26] Esmiel Posthorn smiles softly as he feels your member twitch under his touch and he rubs his palm on your crotch gently, looking into your eyes. He says softly "I dont have to take you back alive, you know. Dont struggle, accidents can happen.."
[10:27] Nicholai Heita closes his eyes and whimpers, gulping gently, and he stops struggling, and he says silently, "Then take your hands off from that area, and I will comply..."
[10:30] Esmiel Posthorn stops rubbing and smiles "You are my prisoner. You do as I say.. Not the other way around. But I will take my hands away only because I have until sunrise to get you to my goal.. and there is no time for this.." and he gropes you one more time before muttering "unfortunately.."
[10:31] Nicholai Heita opens his eyes wide as he lets out a soft yelp and he shudders in your grip, hissing under his breath.....
[10:33] Esmiel Posthorn runs his finger along one of your soft, furry ears and smiles "How curious.. I have not seen this before" and he pulls you towards him and lifts you off your feet.
[10:34] Nicholai Heita mews softly as he feels your finger stroke his ear, and then gasps as he feels you lift him off his feet
[10:35] Esmiel Posthorn grips you gently in his arms, holding you against his chest and he turns and walks towards the temple steps.
[10:36] Nicholai Heita wraps his arms around your neck blushing deeply, and he tries to flick off a toe-ring to hit one of the lazy guards
[10:37] Esmiel Posthorn just carries you right past the snoring guards, stopping at the temple steps and surveying the land below.. "Luckily it isn't far.. I wont have to rush."
[10:38] Nicholai Heita watches helplessly as the ring misses the guards and bounces down the temple steps
[10:38] Esmiel Posthorn carries you down the steps and off into the thick jungle..
[10:39] Nicholai Heita stays still as he watches the city dissappear into thick jungle
[10:41] Esmiel Posthorn navigates his way through the trees and across the river..
[10:43] Esmiel Posthorn comes to another river and stops "I need a drink, so I am going to put you down. Run and you will die out here, and I will die trying to find you so stay close..."
[10:43] Nicholai Heita nods and whimpers softly
[10:45] Esmiel Posthorn kneels by the river and cups his hands, dipping them into the cool water and taking a long, deep drink. He turns and asks "Are you thirsty..?"
[10:45] Nicholai Heita shakes his head softly
[10:46] Esmiel Posthorn climbs to his feet and sighs "I dont think I need to carry you.. you have legs.. *mutters* very pretty ones.."
[10:48] Nicholai Heita looks down blushing hotly as he hears your comment
[10:49] Esmiel Posthorn smiles "So.. can you walk? I think this whole thing will be over alot quicker that way.. even tho.. I have no desire to turn you in"
[10:50] Nicholai Heita nods softly as he looks down
[10:51] Esmiel Posthorn reaches out a hand and smiles warmly "Come.. I will lead you."
[10:51] Nicholai Heita blushes deeply as he gives you his trembling hand
[10:53] Esmiel Posthorn grips it tightly and leads the way across the river and through the trees, before stopping suddenly, his head tilted to one side..
[10:53] Nicholai Heita looks puzzled and he soflty says, "what is it?"
[10:56] Esmiel Posthorn looks around nervously.. "I'm not sure, but I thought I heard someone in the trees - " and he squeezes your hand tightly as a dark figure coated in warpaint and blood lands on the path before you. Esmiel grips your hand tightly and pulls you behind him, covering you as he gazes at the savage on the path..
[10:57] Nicholai Heita lets out a scream as he sees the man covered in blood, and he shakes softly as he stands behind you
[10:59] Esmiel Posthorn leans back and whispers "Run back the way we came.. he will not chase you, he wants a fight, not a meal.. Go and hide in the deserted village by the river we just crossed.. I will come get you once I have dealt with.. this.." and two more men drop from the trees behind the first.. ".. these.. things."
[11:01] Nicholai Heita steps out from behind you and shakes his head, and he stands still, his feet together as he closes his eyes, his hands placed in together in front of his face, and he opens his mouth whispering and chanting ancient words very softly, and a blue glow begins to surround him
[11:02] Esmiel Posthorn steps aside and shields his eyes as the glow becomes brighter..
[11:04] Nicholai Heita's body slowly lifts off the ground, his clothing and hair floating and fluttering from some unseen wind, and he finishes his chant and as he snaps his eyes open, a huge ball of energy shoots from his body and upon hitting the men, they are gone when it clears, he then stops glowing and his eyes close and he falls backwards, hitting the ground
[11:07] Esmiel Posthorn stares blankly for a moment before snapping back to reality. He crouches over your prone form and lifts you gently into his arms, muttering to himself "I can't take him home now.. his body needs rest, but I will be too late and fail my task if we wait for his recovery.. but otherwise.. he may die.." and he looks down at you in his arms and carries you back towards the village.
[11:08] Nicholai Heita chest rises and falls gently as he breathes shallowly.....
[11:09] Esmiel Posthorn tries the door of the first hut and finds it stuck fast, and he turns to the only other one, panicking slightly as your breath gets fainter..
[11:10] Esmiel Posthorn manages to force the door open with his shoulder and lays you gently down in the old hammock, amongst the tattered sheets and cushions.
[11:12] Esmiel Posthorn climbs in beside you and rests his palm on your brow, looking you over intently, still wondering his mind what just happened and how to fix you..
[11:14] Nicholai Heita's eyes slowly open, and they widen as he feels and sees you very close to him, and his face turns a soft shade of red as he blushes
[11:15] Esmiel Posthorn smiles with relief as he sees your eyes open and he sits back slightly "I.. you just.. what happened.. what aare you?" and he gazes at you, slightly afraid
[11:16] Nicholai Heita looks down and he whispers softly, "I am just what you said, the jewel of my people...."
[11:17] Esmiel Posthorn chuckles softly "Indeed you are. But now I have a problem.."
[11:17] Nicholai Heita looks down and he trembles as he says, "A....prr...problem?"
[11:19] Esmiel Posthorn sighs and nods "I will fail my task, because I brought you here to allow you to rest before I took you back to my father. But now the sun is nearly risen and we are too far from home. I failed my task to ensure you would survive..." and he blushes a little.
[11:20] Nicholai Heita shakes his head and he says a few words, and a feeling of renewed energy shoots through both our bodies...
[13:08] Esmiel Posthorn blinks and shudders slightly as he feels warm and strong again.. "What.. what was that..?"
[13:08] Nicholai Heita blushes and he says, "a little refresh spell"
[13:10] Esmiel Posthorn nods "Well.. I think it did more than that.. I feel like I could carry you all the way.. " and he looks at you, slightly intrigued but also afraid of your obvious powers
[13:11] Nicholai Heita blushes and looks down, before he says quietly, "You better hurry...."
[13:12] Esmiel Posthorn climbs out of the hammock and nods "Ok.. I will carry you to my kingdom.. unless you can run with me" he hesitates for a second, about to say more, then he shuts his mouth and offers his hand to you.
[13:13] Nicholai Heita takes your hand, his body trembling slightly as his head suddenly feels light, causing him to become dizzy for a moment
[13:14] Esmiel Posthorn catches you and holds you in his arms.. "Guess I'll carry you then.."
[13:15] Nicholai Heita blushes softly, looking away as your touch on his skin sends a tiny shiver down his spine
[13:15] Esmiel Posthorn's warm hands softly but firmly grip your smooth skin as he carries you out of the hut and back into the jungle..
[13:18] Esmiel Posthorn reaches the edge of the trees and looks out at the large, open-plan city before him. the sun twinkles on the horizon as he climbs the steps of the temple.
[13:18] Nicholai Heita looks around in awe at the city, blinking his eyes
[13:19] Esmiel Posthorn smiles "welcome to my father's citadel... one day it will all be mine. That is if I have passed my task.."
[13:19] Nicholai Heita nods and looks around silently, his eyes wide....
[13:22] Esmiel Posthorn points to the broken rock in the centre of the small room "This is the sacred stone we use as a table.. many, many sacrifices have been performed on this rock.." and he sets you gently down onto your feet and smiles.
[13:22] Nicholai Heita eye's the stone with fear in his eyes as his body trembles
[13:25] Esmiel Posthorn says quickly and softly "I will be around when my father comes in the morning.. he has said he will not harm you, but I do not trust the man's high priest who will also be here. I will make sure they do you no harm when they inspect you". He takes your hands and binds them loosely together infront of you.
[13:26] Nicholai Heita lets out soft whimper as he feels you take his hands and bind them together and he trembles softly...
[13:28] Esmiel Posthorn brushes his cheek against yours softly as he lifts you up and sits you on the rock. "Lay back, I need to chain your feet and neck to this thing.." He pushes your shoulders gently backwards..
[13:29] Nicholai Heita whimpers softly as he feels your cheek brush against his, and he lets out a cry as he feels you push him back against the rock
[13:32] Esmiel Posthorn hurriedly chains your feet together and then to the rock, before placing a thin steel collar around your neck and clamping it shut, chaining the ring on it to a loop on the table. He sighs softly and strokes your cheek with his fingertips "I am sorry. I will be executed as soon as my father walks in if you are not in this position.."
[13:33] Nicholai Heita blushes as he realizes his vunerable position and he nods, his body trembling softly at your gentle touch
[13:35] Esmiel Posthorn runs a finger down your chest and winks at you "Dont worry.. it will be over very quickly.." and he steps back into the shadows as the sun rises above the horizon and there is the sound of several people climbing the temple stairs
[13:36] Nicholai Heita lets out a soft gasp as he feels your finger run down his chest, and he shakes softly as he hears the sound of footsteps
[13:39] Esmiel Posthorn whispers "Do not be afraid.." and then goes silent and bows very low as three men enter the room. The first is the king, resplendant in his golden robes and jade headress. Behind him is the high priest, gnarled body covered in runic tattoos and scars. The last man waits by the door, standing at least 6 inches taller and wider than Esmiel, wearing a full jaguar fur and carrying a large obsydian bladed axe. Esmiel eyes him with some degree of fear and stands up straight as the two older men approach the table.
[13:42] Nicholai Heita watches as one of the men approach him, and he lets out a scream as one roughly takes his chin in their hand and rips his clothing off his body, and he trembles, tears in his eyes as they whisper something in his ear, their rough calloused hands running over his body, and he cries for them to stop
[13:43] Esmiel Posthorn steps forwards and yells at them "What are you doing?!" but he is silenced by a hefty punch in the stomach from the large guard. Winded, he drops to his knees and draws a small dagger, hiding it in his palm..
[13:44] Nicholai Heita struggles and screams as he feels one of them lift his legs, parting them, and he bites his lower lip as he hears them laugh, and he screams as he hears the rustling of clothing
[13:48] Esmiel Posthorn closes his eyes and tenses himself, ignoring the pain in his chest and stomach. He rolls between the guard's legs and jumps onto his back, stabbing him with the small blade, right in the throat, puncturing his windpipe. Blood sprays across the wall and the guard drops, choking and spluttering in a crumpled heap on the floor. Esmiel picks up the axe from his hands and turns to face his father and the priest. "Leave him. You promised you would not hurt him, but I see your true natures now. You disgust me"
[13:49] Nicholai Heita closes his eyes and cries, his body trembling, and he shivers as he feels warm blood droplets land on his naked skin
[13:53] Esmiel Posthorn points at his father "You cannot even keep a promise to your son, how can you lead these people? You have a sickness for which there is no cure, father. Go and do not come back." Esmiel then looks at the priest, his belt unbuckled and his hand in his robes. "You are not worthy of this" he says simply and swings the axe upwards into the man's chest.
[13:54] Nicholai Heita cries and gags as blood spurts out, covering his skin, and the man falls foreward landing on him, and he squirms to get the body off
[13:59] Esmiel Posthorn pushes the lifeless body, its face frozen in shock and fear, off of the table and he smiles softly as his father turns and flees from the room, tripping up halfway down the steps and falling to the bottom. Esmiel pulls off the chains and rope holding you and lifts you into his arms, cradling you. He looks down at the bodies and shakes his head "Such a waste of my energy." He rips off a piece of his silk and dabs at the blood on your face and chest "I am sorry. I will take you back to your people and compensate you for this.."
[14:00] Nicholai Heita trembles and blushes deeply as he feels your hands on his naked skin, and he wraps his arms around your neck
[14:02] Esmiel Posthorn looks around and sighs "I guess this place is mine sooner than I imagined it would be.. I am not ready to lead these people - I am barely a man.." and he looks down at his feet.
14:03] Nicholai Heita stands back, his naked body golden in the morning sun, and he blushes hotly as he says, "Every ruler needs a partner..."
[14:04] Esmiel Posthorn's eyes widen.. "You have seen what I can do, how angry I can get.. and what I have done to you this night.. and you would still be with me?"
[14:05] Nicholai Heita looks down blushing more and he nods, saying in his soft sweet voice, "Your heart is in the right place..."
[14:07] Esmiel Posthorn smiles softly and steps a little closer, running his hands over your bare shoulders and he looks deep into your eyes. "I know it will be when you are a part of it.."
[14:08] Nicholai Heita lets out a soft mew, your touch on his bare skin sending tiny shivers down his spine, and he closes his eyes...
[14:09] Esmiel Posthorn runs his fingers backwards through your hair, stroking your ears softly as he leans his face closer to yours, smiling.. "Perhaps we should go somewhere with less corpses.."
[14:09] Nicholai Heita blushes hotly and he nods
[14:10] Esmiel Posthorn takes your hand and leads you out the sidedoor of the temple, down the steps and into the city.
[14:11] Nicholai Heita tries to cover his naked body...
[14:12] Esmiel Posthorn smiles "Lucky everyone is asleep.." and he rips a piece of cloth from a nearby bundle of sheets and wraps it around you
[14:13] Nicholai Heita blushes and lets out a soft mew as he feels your fingers graze the bare skin on his hips
[14:15] Esmiel Posthorn's fingers linger for a second, gently stroking your skin, before he composes himself and leads you by the hand across the city, through dark streets and buildings, past patrols of guards..
[14:16] Nicholai Heita purrs softly, his face turning red as he feels your fingers stroke his skin, the touch sending tiny shivers up his spine
[14:18] Esmiel Posthorn turns to you and smiles "I am not sure what to do.. We could go back to my palace - but I think that will be dangerous, seeing as my younger brothers and my father's guards will be there.. or we can find a place to hide for some time, until things are ready for us to return..."
[14:19] Nicholai Heita looks down and he softly says, "We should go to your palace and claim the throne after spending the day together..." and he blushes hotly
[14:22] Esmiel Posthorn smiles shyly and looks at you through his long, silky fringe. He blushes as he nods and thinks of a suitable place to go to...
[14:25] Nicholai Heita lets the piece of clothing covering him to flutter to the ground as you lead him to the clearing of a abandoned summer palace
[14:27] Esmiel Posthorn hurries towards the palace, leading you by the hand, smiling as he sees the clothing fall to the ground. He opens the door and pulls you inside into his waiting arms..
[14:28] Nicholai Heita whimpers and gasps as he feels you pull his naked body into your arms, the feeling of your skin against his prompts a lustful purr to come from his soft supple lips
[14:31] Esmiel Posthorn pushes you gently up against the wall and kisses your lips passionately, holding you tightly in his arms
[14:32] Nicholai Heita lets out a soft moan, his body shuddering as he feels himself pressed to the wall, and he guides your hand carefully until the touch the soft smooth skin of his buttocks....
and thats it... hope you liked it ^^
Esmiel <3
Saturday, October 6, 2007
I am still here as well...
Yeah I know its been a few months since anything has been posted here, but really I doubt anybody really reads this, so my way of thinking is then why bother...and if anyone does read this then lemme give you a long over-due update on what has been going on..
At the time of my last post, I was heavily involved in a development project of a residential sim, which I am still working on, but not as much since classes started up last month. Also around the end of June I began a new music project, but that isn't very important. The first week of August I started slipping in my battle with my chronic depression, often not even caring enough to take care of myself, but this happens infrequently, its just something that triggers it, which I have no idea exactly what it is, so that also took a toll on me, I lost about 20 pounds that month, which is bad since I don't weigh much to begin with, and then the fall semester started in September, with my schedule being yet again crazy and overloaded with courses, and lucky me I get early morning classes three times a week.
But things got really bad the last two weeks of the month, I really don't want to go into details, but I started babysitting for a family friend on Mondays, since my classes only go to 1pm on that day, and something really bad happened with the older brother of the boy I was looking after, I don't really feel like going into it, but if Eshy wants to then he can, but after that I had thoughts of killing myself, and cried myself to sleep for the rest of the week, and I am still kind of reeling from it, so I am not really feeling well enough to restart this blog, its getting closer to the holidays, and the ever-returning feeling of loneliness and stuff has begun to set in once again, so don't really expect any posts until the new year...
Nicholai...
At the time of my last post, I was heavily involved in a development project of a residential sim, which I am still working on, but not as much since classes started up last month. Also around the end of June I began a new music project, but that isn't very important. The first week of August I started slipping in my battle with my chronic depression, often not even caring enough to take care of myself, but this happens infrequently, its just something that triggers it, which I have no idea exactly what it is, so that also took a toll on me, I lost about 20 pounds that month, which is bad since I don't weigh much to begin with, and then the fall semester started in September, with my schedule being yet again crazy and overloaded with courses, and lucky me I get early morning classes three times a week.
But things got really bad the last two weeks of the month, I really don't want to go into details, but I started babysitting for a family friend on Mondays, since my classes only go to 1pm on that day, and something really bad happened with the older brother of the boy I was looking after, I don't really feel like going into it, but if Eshy wants to then he can, but after that I had thoughts of killing myself, and cried myself to sleep for the rest of the week, and I am still kind of reeling from it, so I am not really feeling well enough to restart this blog, its getting closer to the holidays, and the ever-returning feeling of loneliness and stuff has begun to set in once again, so don't really expect any posts until the new year...
Nicholai...
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