I so knew that today was gonna be a really horrible day, because starting out the day waking up from a dream about a demonic prince ravishing me and such really doesn't start me off on high note... Not that the part about him ravishing me wasn't good, it was, its just I was startled awake by world-ending forces or something being left out and they devoured my flesh while I was alive, yucky. But making breakfast this morning went well, since I had classes in the afternoon, I was able to sleep a bit later and make a good breakfast of bacon and eggs.
But the bacon was apparently spoiled or something really weird happened with my meds, because I had a splitting migraine all day, and my neck was stiff and sore, and I was literally blown off my feet when I looked into the mirror this morning. I discovered to my horror that I had a major breakout on my entire body. I don't know how since I basically took care of my acne problem about three years ago, and have been very good at maintaining my skin care regiment. I really hopes its just a side effect of the slight fever I had, otherwise it totally ruins my surprise for Esmiel this weekend ; ;
But that wasn't even the start of my problems, now people who I talk to on a daily basis in SL would know nothing about any of this, cause I don't like complaining to people about my problems, but anyway I don' t think I should talk about what happened on the blog anyway because it will probably just make it worse, but anyway I also felt strangely down and out of it all day long, losing the creative rush I have had all week, so I couldn't even get another article done for the magazine.
Not like that has any major impact since I have yet to hear from Linuxess Ewing nor Jax Qinan about what I had asked them to do, and its not like I asked them to do alot, heck I basically over-burdened myself if I did it to anybody with this thing, and I know I am a very creative and innovative person but I don't think I can do this all by myself, but I am going to wait another week or so before filing this in my ever-growing file of failed ideas and stuff.... Now that gets me even more depressed... :sighs: I guess I am going to need to set up a session with my therapist pretty soon at this rate....
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Esmiel Posthorn grabs his Kitten and gives him a massive, warm, happy tiger-hug.
I know how hard you have worked on Bandant and I remember Jax telling me he wasn't sure what he actually had to *do*. So maybe if you talk to him again about it, I dunno, maybe you can kick his butt into gear.
Oh, and Baby - your magazine is enormous. Chester, Osayo and I barely manage to make a 30 page mag in a month, and we all know exactly what we're doing. I think you should just take a break from designing it - its not like the fate of the world rests on it being released this side of christmas right?
Also, I am really sorry about not being on yesterday, I had to just lay on the couch all day pretty much cos otherwise no way was I gonna get over my illness :/
I promise I'll see you tonight, even if I have to miss going out with my RL friends :)
I <3 U
Eshy :P
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