So sorry about the lack of posts recently, have been really really busy, but I promise to give you all a really awesome erotic and funny post tonight before I turn in, and the reason why I am not posting it now is that I have lots of work to do...
So fear not this blog is not going to die, I wont let it, and Eshy wont let me let it die either lol...
Saturday, June 30, 2007
Sunday, June 24, 2007
Recent lack of Posting
I've noticed something recently.. a lot of blogs seem to go through a period of inactivity a few weeks after creation. My blog did.. and it seems this one has too, and I have seen it on many others. Fear not, this blog is not dead, and neither am I going to let it die. Nicholai has been real busy lately, making some amazing stuff, and I try to leave the posting on this blog up to him, because he is better at it *lol*.
I think he has some more RP erotica planned and maybe some other stuff, and once our home is finished I'll do a huge thing about that.. so you gots plenty to look forward to. Look! A picture of us dancing! Again! But this time, its on the North shore of our island.. See my blog for more details..
^^
I think he has some more RP erotica planned and maybe some other stuff, and once our home is finished I'll do a huge thing about that.. so you gots plenty to look forward to. Look! A picture of us dancing! Again! But this time, its on the North shore of our island.. See my blog for more details..
^^
Sunday, June 17, 2007
Day Five: Having fun with RP
Well yesterday Eshy and I had alot of fun doing some VERY imaginative role-play with our Midian City characters, (if you are curious as to what our characters are then just check out our picks, we put our profiles their cause we were able to type more than the about in the main profile tab), and the following below is what we did, we stopped because we were laughing our asses off so hard Eshy feared he might explode lol;
Esmiel Posthorn: how can an uzi have a colour scheme?
You: LOL
You: its a designer one from chanel?
Esmiel Posthorn: LOL. it cost 1200L so most likely yes
You: it also come in bubble gum pink and lipstick red to match your outfit as you slaughter and maim like crazy
You: have you got a bigger gun lol
You: this is the only one i gots
Esmiel Posthorn: lol no. i have other ones i might be able to give you
You: i like this one its pretty
Esmiel Posthorn: LOL thats the most important thing
You: yes to me it is
You: if its pretty who cares if it cant shoot for beans
You: omg it looked like you were eyeing me like did he say that O:
You: omg wth is that it looks like something from Star wars
Esmiel Posthorn: its a desert eagle .44
Esmiel Posthorn: i have the .50 version too
Nicholai Heita has no clue what he said and just nods
Esmiel Posthorn: lol i have the updated one i just havent opened it
You: it looks like something from star wars...o.o
Esmiel Posthorn: Desert Eagle - the most powerful handgun in the whole world?
You: oh look a obviously deadly and dangerous trap
You: I think I will towards it oblivious of everything
Nicholai Heita skips along
You: oh no a catipillar in the street
Nicholai Heita bends down to pick it up as a nuke flies over his head
Esmiel Posthorn: LOL
You: I thought I felt a breeze...
Esmiel Posthorn watches and laughs
Nicholai Heita looks around
Esmiel Posthorn ducks behind a door and peeks out
Nicholai Heita shrugs and puts the catapillar on a leaf as the attackers curse and stuff
Nicholai Heita continues skipping
You: yay gots my cheesecake, bends down to tie his shoe as a toxic dart flies over his head and hits a fat guy in the butt
You: gee its windy today...
Esmiel Posthorn: /me, following at a close distance falls to the ground and rolls around with laughter
Nicholai Heita skips home
Esmiel Posthorn: hehe
You: YAY CHEESECAKE!
You: Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!! :D :p :D :p :D
Esmiel Posthorn: what kind?
You: strawberry
Esmiel Posthorn: the best
Esmiel Posthorn: hehe
You: :P
You: is this cheesecake ticking?
Nicholai Heita puts his ear closer....
You: isnt that odd a ticking cheesecake
Nicholai Heita stands there pondering about the ticking cheesecake
Esmiel Posthorn runs towards you and kicks it out of your hands, it flying through the air and exploding 5 seconds later
You: oh is it a suprise I love suprises!
Nicholai Heita squeeks!
Nicholai Heita falls down as the blast rocks the area
Nicholai Heita looks blankly at where the cheesecake exploded
Esmiel Posthorn stands up and dusts himself off
Nicholai Heita gasps and looks at his shirt
You: omg!
You: now I gotta go to the dry-cleaners...
Esmiel Posthorn: shame
You: what...are you staring at me like that for...
Esmiel Posthorn: i just saved your ass. you not gonna pay me?
Nicholai Heita looks in his wallet
You: how much...
Yes I know we are crazy lol, well mostly me D:, but I am gonna skip some cause its not that funny until we get to a certain point, so blah blah blah....now we continue;
You: but first could you excuse me I remember I have some emergency clothes in my pack, can I change?
Esmiel Posthorn: yes, sure.. I'll be downstairs
You: ok
Nicholai Heita slowly slips his top down off his smooth shoulders then folds it carefully and places it in his pack
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Esmiel Posthorn pulls off his hat, revealing long, black hair that falls loosley around his shoulders as he listens at the bottom of the stairs
Nicholai Heita sits down and carefully takes off his boots then rolls down his socks from his legs removing them and placing them inside his boots
Nicholai Heita undoes his belt and blushing as he sets it down he undoes the buttons on his shorts carefully stepping out of them
Nicholai Heita then slips out of his thong, bending down on his knees as he looks for his other clothing
Esmiel Posthorn hears you stop moving, and, assuming you are finished, begins to climb the stairs, undoing his sword belt as he climbs
Nicholai Heita pulls out a top with thin straps, and then his baggy pants...
Nicholai Heita turns around and....
You: oh my!
Esmiel Posthorn drops his sword "Ummm..."
Nicholai Heita covers himself and blushes deeply
Esmiel Posthorn turns away quickly
Nicholai Heita quickly pulls on his pants
Esmiel Posthorn: sorry.. erm.. i thought you were.. erm.. sorry
Esmiel Posthorn: can i turn round now?
You: yes...
blah...blah...blah...now it gets really interesting;
Nicholai Heita whimpers softly as he feels your hand on his soft skin
You: eshy....that..feels...good...
Nicholai Heita blushes deeply
Esmiel Posthorn stops reaching for his sword and looks back at you.. "It does..? How about this.." and he moves his hand lower, stroking the inside of your thighs, one of his fingers grazes lightly over your hole and he looks at you, blushing hotly
Nicholai Heita closes his eyes and he purrs, whimpering softly, blushing even more
You: ohhh..eshy...that..
Esmiel Posthorn leans forward and kisses your cheek before pressing his lips to yours, his hand stroking your buttocks softly
Nicholai Heita whimpers and moans softly, feeling himself grow and his eyes go wide...
You: eshy...what..
Esmiel Posthorn looks down.. "Oh.. umm.. you like it that much..? and he reaches a hand down towards your growing member
You: ahhhh...eshy...what..I feel something..
Nicholai Heita moans and closes his eyes as he feels your hand on his growing member, his face blushing hotly
Esmiel Posthorn blushes as he takes your member in his hand and looks at it.."Wow.. I have never touched.. seen, even... another person's.." and he looks up at you, blushing deeper
Nicholai Heita whimpers and closes his eyes blushing deeply as he gasps...
You: eshy what...are you doing....I dont know what this feeling is...
Esmiel Posthorn: it feels good though.. ri.. right? .. cos I think.. I am having the same feelings.. and.. I like .. it
Nicholai Heita moans and gasps softly
Esmiel Posthorn strokes your member with his fingers softly, as he leans forward and kisses you gently on the lips
Nicholai Heita gasps out your name softly as he feels you touch on his growing member and he looks down
You: eshy it's dripping...ah...something
Esmiel Posthorn looks at the drips running across his fingers.. "This is.. umm.. " and he raises his hand to his lips and licks the drops off of it, "It tastes.. oh.. its.. its nice.."
Nicholai Heita brings your fingers to his lips licking them, and he blushes hotly, "is this "cum"?"
Esmiel Posthorn looks at you and nods.. "I hear some guys talking about it.. but I never talk to them.. this sounds like that 'cum' stuff.. I think.. it must be..."
You: ((LOL))
Esmiel Posthorn: ((hahahahahaahahahaha this is so fun))
You: ((I know))
You: eshy what else have you heard, someone told me they would like to pop my cherry what does that mean?
Nicholai Heita looks at you
You: ((LOL))
Esmiel Posthorn looks back.. "I think its where they.. umm.. I don't know.. maybe.. its where they eat your fruit pie... or it could be a sex.. sex thing.."
You: ((ROFL ok this is getting so ridiculous am laughing too much now lol))
Esmiel Posthorn: ((I cant go on like this))
You: ((wanna stop lol))
Esmiel Posthorn: ((no, but otherwise I might explode))
You: ((your gonna cum?!))
Esmiel Posthorn: ((no... *rolls eyes* with laughing so hard))
You: ((lol we can go shopping for neko toys...and awwww))
Esmiel Posthorn: this was gonna be my next line... /me lifts the waistband of his boxers.. "Oh.. mine is dripping too.. and.. its.. its hard.. look" and he pulls down his boxers... "Want to see what mine tastes like?"
Esmiel Posthorn: :D
Nicholai Heita goes sure and licks it
You: mmnn tastes like chicken!
Esmiel Posthorn: woulda worked too dammit
You: :P
Esmiel Posthorn: lol
Nicholai's Lips whispers: Esmiel Posthorn leans in and passionately kisses Nicholai, causing his heart to skip a few beats.
Esmiel Posthorn: hhehe I love you so much
You: I love you more D:
Esmiel Posthorn: no!
Esmiel Posthorn: impossible
You: yes I do!
You: D:
You: you dont even have your cock on so ha cant lick it
You: D:
Esmiel Posthorn: hey, didnt you notice? this is my first time? gimme a break
Esmiel Posthorn: :P
You: oh sorry
Esmiel Posthorn: ok ok i gotta stop now
You: its mine too but at least I came prepared
Esmiel Posthorn: LMAO
You: LOL
I am laughing now after re-reading it lol, hope you enjoyed this post :P
*kissies*
Esmiel Posthorn: how can an uzi have a colour scheme?
You: LOL
You: its a designer one from chanel?
Esmiel Posthorn: LOL. it cost 1200L so most likely yes
You: it also come in bubble gum pink and lipstick red to match your outfit as you slaughter and maim like crazy
You: have you got a bigger gun lol
You: this is the only one i gots
Esmiel Posthorn: lol no. i have other ones i might be able to give you
You: i like this one its pretty
Esmiel Posthorn: LOL thats the most important thing
You: yes to me it is
You: if its pretty who cares if it cant shoot for beans
You: omg it looked like you were eyeing me like did he say that O:
You: omg wth is that it looks like something from Star wars
Esmiel Posthorn: its a desert eagle .44
Esmiel Posthorn: i have the .50 version too
Nicholai Heita has no clue what he said and just nods
Esmiel Posthorn: lol i have the updated one i just havent opened it
You: it looks like something from star wars...o.o
Esmiel Posthorn: Desert Eagle - the most powerful handgun in the whole world?
You: oh look a obviously deadly and dangerous trap
You: I think I will towards it oblivious of everything
Nicholai Heita skips along
You: oh no a catipillar in the street
Nicholai Heita bends down to pick it up as a nuke flies over his head
Esmiel Posthorn: LOL
You: I thought I felt a breeze...
Esmiel Posthorn watches and laughs
Nicholai Heita looks around
Esmiel Posthorn ducks behind a door and peeks out
Nicholai Heita shrugs and puts the catapillar on a leaf as the attackers curse and stuff
Nicholai Heita continues skipping
You: yay gots my cheesecake, bends down to tie his shoe as a toxic dart flies over his head and hits a fat guy in the butt
You: gee its windy today...
Esmiel Posthorn: /me, following at a close distance falls to the ground and rolls around with laughter
Nicholai Heita skips home
Esmiel Posthorn: hehe
You: YAY CHEESECAKE!
You: Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!! :D :p :D :p :D
Esmiel Posthorn: what kind?
You: strawberry
Esmiel Posthorn: the best
Esmiel Posthorn: hehe
You: :P
You: is this cheesecake ticking?
Nicholai Heita puts his ear closer....
You: isnt that odd a ticking cheesecake
Nicholai Heita stands there pondering about the ticking cheesecake
Esmiel Posthorn runs towards you and kicks it out of your hands, it flying through the air and exploding 5 seconds later
You: oh is it a suprise I love suprises!
Nicholai Heita squeeks!
Nicholai Heita falls down as the blast rocks the area
Nicholai Heita looks blankly at where the cheesecake exploded
Esmiel Posthorn stands up and dusts himself off
Nicholai Heita gasps and looks at his shirt
You: omg!
You: now I gotta go to the dry-cleaners...
Esmiel Posthorn: shame
You: what...are you staring at me like that for...
Esmiel Posthorn: i just saved your ass. you not gonna pay me?
Nicholai Heita looks in his wallet
You: how much...
Yes I know we are crazy lol, well mostly me D:, but I am gonna skip some cause its not that funny until we get to a certain point, so blah blah blah....now we continue;
You: but first could you excuse me I remember I have some emergency clothes in my pack, can I change?
Esmiel Posthorn: yes, sure.. I'll be downstairs
You: ok
Nicholai Heita slowly slips his top down off his smooth shoulders then folds it carefully and places it in his pack
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Esmiel Posthorn pulls off his hat, revealing long, black hair that falls loosley around his shoulders as he listens at the bottom of the stairs
Nicholai Heita sits down and carefully takes off his boots then rolls down his socks from his legs removing them and placing them inside his boots
Nicholai Heita undoes his belt and blushing as he sets it down he undoes the buttons on his shorts carefully stepping out of them
Nicholai Heita then slips out of his thong, bending down on his knees as he looks for his other clothing
Esmiel Posthorn hears you stop moving, and, assuming you are finished, begins to climb the stairs, undoing his sword belt as he climbs
Nicholai Heita pulls out a top with thin straps, and then his baggy pants...
Nicholai Heita turns around and....
You: oh my!
Esmiel Posthorn drops his sword "Ummm..."
Nicholai Heita covers himself and blushes deeply
Esmiel Posthorn turns away quickly
Nicholai Heita quickly pulls on his pants
Esmiel Posthorn: sorry.. erm.. i thought you were.. erm.. sorry
Esmiel Posthorn: can i turn round now?
You: yes...
blah...blah...blah...now it gets really interesting;
Nicholai Heita whimpers softly as he feels your hand on his soft skin
You: eshy....that..feels...good...
Nicholai Heita blushes deeply
Esmiel Posthorn stops reaching for his sword and looks back at you.. "It does..? How about this.." and he moves his hand lower, stroking the inside of your thighs, one of his fingers grazes lightly over your hole and he looks at you, blushing hotly
Nicholai Heita closes his eyes and he purrs, whimpering softly, blushing even more
You: ohhh..eshy...that..
Esmiel Posthorn leans forward and kisses your cheek before pressing his lips to yours, his hand stroking your buttocks softly
Nicholai Heita whimpers and moans softly, feeling himself grow and his eyes go wide...
You: eshy...what..
Esmiel Posthorn looks down.. "Oh.. umm.. you like it that much..? and he reaches a hand down towards your growing member
You: ahhhh...eshy...what..I feel something..
Nicholai Heita moans and closes his eyes as he feels your hand on his growing member, his face blushing hotly
Esmiel Posthorn blushes as he takes your member in his hand and looks at it.."Wow.. I have never touched.. seen, even... another person's.." and he looks up at you, blushing deeper
Nicholai Heita whimpers and closes his eyes blushing deeply as he gasps...
You: eshy what...are you doing....I dont know what this feeling is...
Esmiel Posthorn: it feels good though.. ri.. right? .. cos I think.. I am having the same feelings.. and.. I like .. it
Nicholai Heita moans and gasps softly
Esmiel Posthorn strokes your member with his fingers softly, as he leans forward and kisses you gently on the lips
Nicholai Heita gasps out your name softly as he feels you touch on his growing member and he looks down
You: eshy it's dripping...ah...something
Esmiel Posthorn looks at the drips running across his fingers.. "This is.. umm.. " and he raises his hand to his lips and licks the drops off of it, "It tastes.. oh.. its.. its nice.."
Nicholai Heita brings your fingers to his lips licking them, and he blushes hotly, "is this "cum"?"
Esmiel Posthorn looks at you and nods.. "I hear some guys talking about it.. but I never talk to them.. this sounds like that 'cum' stuff.. I think.. it must be..."
You: ((LOL))
Esmiel Posthorn: ((hahahahahaahahahaha this is so fun))
You: ((I know))
You: eshy what else have you heard, someone told me they would like to pop my cherry what does that mean?
Nicholai Heita looks at you
You: ((LOL))
Esmiel Posthorn looks back.. "I think its where they.. umm.. I don't know.. maybe.. its where they eat your fruit pie... or it could be a sex.. sex thing.."
You: ((ROFL ok this is getting so ridiculous am laughing too much now lol))
Esmiel Posthorn: ((I cant go on like this))
You: ((wanna stop lol))
Esmiel Posthorn: ((no, but otherwise I might explode))
You: ((your gonna cum?!))
Esmiel Posthorn: ((no... *rolls eyes* with laughing so hard))
You: ((lol we can go shopping for neko toys...and awwww))
Esmiel Posthorn: this was gonna be my next line... /me lifts the waistband of his boxers.. "Oh.. mine is dripping too.. and.. its.. its hard.. look" and he pulls down his boxers... "Want to see what mine tastes like?"
Esmiel Posthorn: :D
Nicholai Heita goes sure and licks it
You: mmnn tastes like chicken!
Esmiel Posthorn: woulda worked too dammit
You: :P
Esmiel Posthorn: lol
Nicholai's Lips whispers: Esmiel Posthorn leans in and passionately kisses Nicholai, causing his heart to skip a few beats.
Esmiel Posthorn: hhehe I love you so much
You: I love you more D:
Esmiel Posthorn: no!
Esmiel Posthorn: impossible
You: yes I do!
You: D:
You: you dont even have your cock on so ha cant lick it
You: D:
Esmiel Posthorn: hey, didnt you notice? this is my first time? gimme a break
Esmiel Posthorn: :P
You: oh sorry
Esmiel Posthorn: ok ok i gotta stop now
You: its mine too but at least I came prepared
Esmiel Posthorn: LMAO
You: LOL
I am laughing now after re-reading it lol, hope you enjoyed this post :P
*kissies*
Saturday, June 16, 2007
Day Four: Linden Issues
Well we finally got an X3 for Eshy, after all the asset problems that have been going on, I swear now that I have lost close to 10k worth of stuff that I cannot get reimbursed for because it was lost due to the screw-ups by the Lindens, they really need to improve their customer service and stuff, because if this were the real world and they were say a storage company, they cannot just go, oh we had a fire and all your stuff is destroyed sorry, if they valued their reputation they would offer some kind of replacement or something, or they would have lawsuits or something, but then my understanding of the US legal system concerning business is somewhat limited, but it just doesn't seem right what has been going on, it feels wrong to me morally and such, cause seeing as we have no control over asset problems and such, and then they always advise us about them way after we have discovered they are happening, I think they are liable for the losses, even though in the ToS they say the company cannot be held responsible for loss, well I read an article where a court ruled their ToS are a bunch of crap, I think its about time some law and justice came into the virtual world.
Yeah isn't it always like this some new technology or concept revolutionizes the way we live and interact, and the government comes in only when things get out of hand to mop up the problems they have been "too busy" to address, sort of trying to cover their asses, its sad really, they need a information technology person helping them or something lol, but then how can you really define jurisdiction in a virtual world, where there are technically no boundaries, borders, and stuff like that.
Yeah isn't it always like this some new technology or concept revolutionizes the way we live and interact, and the government comes in only when things get out of hand to mop up the problems they have been "too busy" to address, sort of trying to cover their asses, its sad really, they need a information technology person helping them or something lol, but then how can you really define jurisdiction in a virtual world, where there are technically no boundaries, borders, and stuff like that.
Friday, June 15, 2007
Yay for Snapshots!
I got onto that other computer and now I can upload those pictures I was talking about :). I hope you enjoy looking at them as much as I enjoyed taking them.
One of the first snapshots I ever took. Dancing on the balcony in Avilion Castle... That place holds some very special memories for me.
Dancing at the Ville de Arquana, which my Kitten built...
Dancing on the Beach (Yeah we dance alot)...
Us not dancing on a bridge in the Botanical Gardens. I adore this whole place, and is a must-see for everyone.
I haven't seen Nicholai in-world for what seems like ages. I miss you baby! Hopefully I will see you soon...
One of the first snapshots I ever took. Dancing on the balcony in Avilion Castle... That place holds some very special memories for me.
Dancing at the Ville de Arquana, which my Kitten built...
Dancing on the Beach (Yeah we dance alot)...
Us not dancing on a bridge in the Botanical Gardens. I adore this whole place, and is a must-see for everyone.I haven't seen Nicholai in-world for what seems like ages. I miss you baby! Hopefully I will see you soon...
Thursday, June 14, 2007
What do the stars say?
Did a quick compatibility check with me and Nicho's Star signs. Not usually a big fan of astrology, but this shit sometimes works. Here's a snippet of what it said for Pisces + Gemini...
"You’ll have to plan your life carefully with Geminis born between 2 June and 12 June, but there can be a strong love between you. Venus, the planet of love, has a powerful influence on these Geminis, and sits comfortably with your sign. These people can help fulfil your ideals in the realm of love and romance."
Yeah, my Kitten more than fulfils any ideals I have in that department. Looks positive though... not that I needed some astrology website to tell me that *lol*. I am trying to get some pics on here of me and Nicholai from back in the early days when we first started spending time with each other. I've kept these pictures safe and they are on another computer right now, but I should be able to put them up soon.
I just noticed... my posts, profile, ideas... they all suck compared to his lol. Love you, kitten. You are too amazing for me to ever comprehend ^^
"You’ll have to plan your life carefully with Geminis born between 2 June and 12 June, but there can be a strong love between you. Venus, the planet of love, has a powerful influence on these Geminis, and sits comfortably with your sign. These people can help fulfil your ideals in the realm of love and romance."
Yeah, my Kitten more than fulfils any ideals I have in that department. Looks positive though... not that I needed some astrology website to tell me that *lol*. I am trying to get some pics on here of me and Nicholai from back in the early days when we first started spending time with each other. I've kept these pictures safe and they are on another computer right now, but I should be able to put them up soon.
I just noticed... my posts, profile, ideas... they all suck compared to his lol. Love you, kitten. You are too amazing for me to ever comprehend ^^
Day Three: The Fateful Day
While listening to BoA's English version of her song Double, I was reminded of the climax of my journey to be with Eshy, and I would like to share that moment with you all after I tell you the lyrics of this song so as you can understand the meaning I feel in those words, I am as you may know a singer myself, and there is just something about music, the words, the emotion behind it, that just overtakes me, I feel it in my very soul and being, and when I sing it comes out so clearly, and as such I want you to understand why I feel so deeply, just take a look at these lyrics;
Ready?
Don't know how it went so fast One day I just realized
Never thought I'd find you next to me
Don't stop, never been afraid I just kept on climbing up
Like it were some endless spiral stairs
It feels like it's far away Every time I try to reach
Always let me down Dream is hard to get OH
I believe in only you and me Never gonna give up, we can see
Happiness and sadness, together We are gonna DOUBLE TAKE IT!
Even the pain can be beautiful Only when the feeling is for you
Future will be always on my side I am gonna DOUBLE TAKE IT!
Sometimes we can all get lost Looking for the answer SO
Even love and hate can be EQUAL
Tell me are we meant to be? Could be chance or destiny
We are now together for REAL
It feels like I'm losing you Every time I reach your mind
Always break my heart Love is hard to hold OH
Only believe in a true romance Nothing gonna stop us, take a chance
Let us grab it hold on with our souls We are gonna DOUBLE TAKE IT!
Maybe it could be a winding road Hoping we can see the shining goal
I will smile and go on with you boy I am gonna DOUBLE TAKE IT!
It feels like it's far away Every time I try to reach
Always let me down Dream is hard to get OH
I believe in only you and me Never gonna give up, we can see
Happiness and sadness, together We are gonna DOUBLE TAKE IT!
Even the pain can be beautiful Only when the feeling is for you
Future will be always on my side I am gonna DOUBLE TAKE IT!
DOUBLE TAKE IT!
I cry sometimes when I sing that and guess what BoA cries sometimes when she performs, we are so alike lol, well I guess you all are saying to me dammit stop rambling and get to the good part, and I would like to tell you that I am not going to post just the log like Eshy did for his post about our trip to the Sublime Restaurant, no cause I like creative writing, and the chat logs are awesome source material so bear with me this post is gonna be a long one, but first let me set the scene for you, I stole away from the castle to a deserted island in the middle of a vast ocean with Eshy to spend some time with him, I started to break down in front of him, and he walked me over to the beach, and laid down in the surf taking me in his arms, and we start off from there...
"I missed you," I say softly as I look into his eyes sadly, and my ears perk up as I sense some sadness in his voice as he lets out a soft sigh.
"I missed you too kitty." he says to me softly as he strokes my ears, causing a soft purr to come from deep inside me, and I look out at the ocean, and sigh...
"Oh this place is so romantic.." I say as I feel tears coming to my eyes, but I remain strong and keep them hidden from him, I don't want him to be concerned for me, for who am I...
I shiver gently as I feel the water lapping and washing over me, the surf chilling me a bit as the sun goes down, the full moon and stars coming into view, and I press myself closer into his arms, and I look up into his eyes as he wraps his arms around me in a loving embrace, kissing the top of my head softly, and I can feel his breath on my neck, and I feel tears coming down my face as I cannot hold back anymore...
"Eshy.....you know...I really love you and it hurts sometimes....because I still care for Drin, but he doesn't really love me....like you love me..." I say I look down trying to hide my tears from him...
"Well, are you sure he doesn't love you like that? Or maybe he just has a strange way of showing it.." he says, concern and worry evident in his voice as he runs his fingers through my hair, his warm, rough hand cupping my chin, bringing my gaze to his, as he places a kiss on my cheek, staring at me...
"He cares for me his way but it is cold and lacking.." I reply softly.
"Can you tell me what that thing is?" he says staring intently into my eyes, a light of hope in his eyes, as I move closer to him...
"Like I always feel like I have to justify when I say no, or I feel uncomfortable doing that.." I say..
"Hmmmm....I see what you mean.." he says, a feeling of thought in his voice
"And he never cuddles or makes love with me, he just uses me as a toy..." I say looking down I blush with shame, "He doesn't care for all of me the way you do.."
He smiled softly and blushes slightly as he hears those words from my mouth and he looks like he was just proved right..
"I always knew sex without feeling in it was just sex, it means nothing.." He says softly looking out at the ocean....
(ok it gets way to wordy to continue doing it like this so I will just copy and paste from chat logs from this point on)
You: yes it doesnt feel the same
You: i dont feel the love and such in it
You: and I take time to do emotes for him...but no recipriocation, and when I ask him to he sighs and goes oh jeez
Esmiel Posthorn: well, he shouldnt act like that. its not much to ask
You: and for months I have been so starving for a session like I used to have with Reo, and he doesnt seem to want to do that, and I have been too shy and scared to ask anyone
Esmiel Posthorn: well, Drin is not Reo. he has his own way of doing things, and i guess that doesnt quite fit the way you like things to be
You: well not I dont mean exactly, what I mean is I want a passionate emoted love-making session with him, but he seems to either be unable, or doesnt want to do that, and I really need that closeness, even if it isnt with him, I just feel like a robot
Esmiel Posthorn: wouldnt doing it with someone else make you unfaithful to Drin? is that worth it
You: he took another slave only for a few days, but I cant help but think he did something with him after I went to bed this one night, and I know that he did
Esmiel Posthorn: has Drin actually said he would be only for you?
You: yes
Esmiel Posthorn: but he goes off with this other slave and breaks that vow... you doing the same with someone else wont make things right... but i spose it might make you feel a little better
You: yes it sort of would make me feel better and I have kept what I promised him
Esmiel Posthorn: is making yourself feel better worth breaking a promise? thats the issue i think...
You: yes but every time he knows he is wrong and I comment on that, he snaps at me and goes back to the stern Master mode and it hurts because its like he can harp on me when I am wrong but he is all-mighty, and never wrong
You: and I know I am a slave
You: but still that is not a true Master-slave relationship there always has to be a little give and take
You: I give and he takes
Esmiel Posthorn: of course... alot of masters I've met have a problem with pride.. they cant be seen to be weaker than their slaves. a good master would work it out with his slave i guess, actually solve the problem together. Drin just 'solves' it by himself not caring what you say...
You: Eshy....do you still find me attractive...:blushes: I mean....
You: would you still want me?
Esmiel Posthorn smiles and nods. blushing slightly
You: because I....:blushes: still find you so attractive....:blushes more:
You: would you still want me?
Esmiel Posthorn smiles and nods. blushing slightly
You: because I....:blushes: still find you so attractive....:blushes more:
Esmiel Posthorn blushes and runs a finger through your hair, across your cheek and down your back softly
Nicholai Heita shudders and purrs softly
Esmiel Posthorn: kitty, Drin has no idea what he has in you.
You: I think he does and wants to see how far he can stretch it
Esmiel Posthorn: you mean, take advantage of it?
You: I dont want to think of that word
You: lookie what I found dusting off my inventory
Esmiel Posthorn accepted your inventory offer.
Esmiel Posthorn: omg! hehe
Esmiel Posthorn accepted your inventory offer.
Esmiel Posthorn accepted your inventory offer.
Esmiel Posthorn: that was a fun day *grins*
You: yes it was....annoying lag though remember LOL you disconnected and some idiot came in and my butt was in the air LOL
Esmiel Posthorn: LOL
You: I aslo changed my shape and face a bit
You: and made my ass bigger, can you tell :P
Esmiel Posthorn pats it and nods
Nicholai Heita purrrs
You: oh Eshy...why didnt I stay with you....
Nicholai Heita begins to cry
Esmiel Posthorn holds you tight and nuzzles you
Esmiel Posthorn: i dont know baby... its cos i wasnt ready for something serious. i cried like a baby when you went back to Gor
You: I did too...
You: and I am still crying now
Esmiel Posthorn wipes the tears from your cheek with the back of his palm and kisses it
Esmiel Posthorn: i ended a relationship in SL just 2 days ago, kitten. i loved that guy very much. maybe soon i will be ready for something again... if you wanted.. maybe
You: I want you Eshy...so much...
Nicholai Heita places his face on your chest and cries
Esmiel Posthorn: right here, right now, i am all yours kitty. all yours
Esmiel Posthorn strokes your hair softly
Nicholai Heita wraps his arms around Eshy, and he shudders as his sobs soften
Esmiel Posthorn runs his fingers gently down your back, caressing your soft skin
Nicholai Heita shudders and he mews softly, and he rubs his nose against your chest
Esmiel Posthorn lifts your chin with his hand softly and kisses you on the forehead
Nicholai Heita closes his eyes, wet streaks marring his otherwise perfect complexion
You: let me tell you a little secret
You: when he does have sex with me, most of the time about 10 seconds into it I just start camming around like what do I need to add here, and just making mmnnnn and ahhh sounds as he clicks away
Esmiel Posthorn: i cam around a bit too whenever I'm with anyone. but my focus is always on them. honestly :)
You: well mine wasnt I was focused on the other room like would a vase look good here and what kind of flowers
You: and then he goes Nicholai's Dickie: Drinkin strokes it hard, and I go ahhnnn then go silent
Esmiel Posthorn: lol sex with him sounds enthralling
You: and apparently he gets off on that for some reason
You: eshy.....
Esmiel Posthorn: yeah?
You: hold me....I dont want to be alone right now....
Esmiel Posthorn wraps his arms around you
Esmiel Posthorn: you arent alone kitten. I'm here with you
You: thank you eshy....
You: I am so sorry if I have been like constantly flaunting myself in your face and you know you cant have me....I dont think when I act sometimes...
Esmiel Posthorn: its ok Nicho, no worries. i know you ^^
You: but the truth is you have always had me, all you have to do is say a word, anything....
You: I have never let anyone deeper then I have you Eshy, that is why I went back to Gor because those words you told me hurt so much...
Esmiel Posthorn: I know kitten, i know. i didnt think when i said those things. i hurt you and I'll never forgive myself. but i really do love you. so so much
You: I love...you...to...Eshy...
Nicholai Heita tears falls down his cheeks as he presses his lips to yours chastely...
Esmiel Posthorn kisses you gently, stroking your cheek with his palm
Nicholai Heita falls against your chest, his wet tears hitting your bare flesh as he whispers over and over
You: I love..you..Eshy...so much.....I am dying without you...
Esmiel Posthorn holds you close and tears form in his eyes. 'Come and be with me then'
Nicholai Heita looks up into your eyes and he softly nods and he presses his lips to yours, his body shuddering
Esmiel Posthorn strokes your back with his fingers as he kisses you on the cheek, then on the lips
Nicholai Heita whimpers softly, then parting his lips, his passion and love for you so strong, he cant take it anymore
Esmiel Posthorn looks in your eyes as he kisses you passionately
Nicholai Heita opens his eyes, tears shimmering as he finally kisses you openly, melting in your arms
Esmiel Posthorn holds you firmly yet gently as he pulls back from your kiss and smiles into your eyes
You: ohh...Eshy...I love you and want you so much....
Esmiel Posthorn: i love you too Nicho.
Nicholai Heita looks up into your eyes blushing....
You: Eshy...
Esmiel Posthorn: yes?
You: I seem to....be....ummm..excited....
Esmiel Posthorn raises an eyebrow
Nicholai Heita blushes more
Nicholai Heita positions himself so to hide it...
You: the kiss and my love for you, has been bubbling in me for such a long time...
You: and it seems that letting it out, has a unusual effect on me for some reason...
Nicholai Heita blushes even more
You: I...am...sure...it...w..will...settle...down...though...
Nicholai Heita stutters as he blushes cutely
Esmiel Posthorn: well, we could let it settle down.. *leans in close*...
Esmiel Posthorn whispers 'Or...'
Nicholai Heita blushes and asks "yes.."
Esmiel Posthorn leans closer, so his mouth is just touching your ear 'We could not leave it to settle...'
Nicholai Heita shudders at the touch, and he blushes more, and whispers
You: would you like that....
That is all you get you are going to have to imagine the rest from there PERVS! j/k I love you all :P
Ready?
Don't know how it went so fast One day I just realized
Never thought I'd find you next to me
Don't stop, never been afraid I just kept on climbing up
Like it were some endless spiral stairs
It feels like it's far away Every time I try to reach
Always let me down Dream is hard to get OH
I believe in only you and me Never gonna give up, we can see
Happiness and sadness, together We are gonna DOUBLE TAKE IT!
Even the pain can be beautiful Only when the feeling is for you
Future will be always on my side I am gonna DOUBLE TAKE IT!
Sometimes we can all get lost Looking for the answer SO
Even love and hate can be EQUAL
Tell me are we meant to be? Could be chance or destiny
We are now together for REAL
It feels like I'm losing you Every time I reach your mind
Always break my heart Love is hard to hold OH
Only believe in a true romance Nothing gonna stop us, take a chance
Let us grab it hold on with our souls We are gonna DOUBLE TAKE IT!
Maybe it could be a winding road Hoping we can see the shining goal
I will smile and go on with you boy I am gonna DOUBLE TAKE IT!
It feels like it's far away Every time I try to reach
Always let me down Dream is hard to get OH
I believe in only you and me Never gonna give up, we can see
Happiness and sadness, together We are gonna DOUBLE TAKE IT!
Even the pain can be beautiful Only when the feeling is for you
Future will be always on my side I am gonna DOUBLE TAKE IT!
DOUBLE TAKE IT!
I cry sometimes when I sing that and guess what BoA cries sometimes when she performs, we are so alike lol, well I guess you all are saying to me dammit stop rambling and get to the good part, and I would like to tell you that I am not going to post just the log like Eshy did for his post about our trip to the Sublime Restaurant, no cause I like creative writing, and the chat logs are awesome source material so bear with me this post is gonna be a long one, but first let me set the scene for you, I stole away from the castle to a deserted island in the middle of a vast ocean with Eshy to spend some time with him, I started to break down in front of him, and he walked me over to the beach, and laid down in the surf taking me in his arms, and we start off from there...
"I missed you," I say softly as I look into his eyes sadly, and my ears perk up as I sense some sadness in his voice as he lets out a soft sigh.
"I missed you too kitty." he says to me softly as he strokes my ears, causing a soft purr to come from deep inside me, and I look out at the ocean, and sigh...
"Oh this place is so romantic.." I say as I feel tears coming to my eyes, but I remain strong and keep them hidden from him, I don't want him to be concerned for me, for who am I...
I shiver gently as I feel the water lapping and washing over me, the surf chilling me a bit as the sun goes down, the full moon and stars coming into view, and I press myself closer into his arms, and I look up into his eyes as he wraps his arms around me in a loving embrace, kissing the top of my head softly, and I can feel his breath on my neck, and I feel tears coming down my face as I cannot hold back anymore...
"Eshy.....you know...I really love you and it hurts sometimes....because I still care for Drin, but he doesn't really love me....like you love me..." I say I look down trying to hide my tears from him...
"Well, are you sure he doesn't love you like that? Or maybe he just has a strange way of showing it.." he says, concern and worry evident in his voice as he runs his fingers through my hair, his warm, rough hand cupping my chin, bringing my gaze to his, as he places a kiss on my cheek, staring at me...
"He cares for me his way but it is cold and lacking.." I reply softly.
"Can you tell me what that thing is?" he says staring intently into my eyes, a light of hope in his eyes, as I move closer to him...
"Like I always feel like I have to justify when I say no, or I feel uncomfortable doing that.." I say..
"Hmmmm....I see what you mean.." he says, a feeling of thought in his voice
"And he never cuddles or makes love with me, he just uses me as a toy..." I say looking down I blush with shame, "He doesn't care for all of me the way you do.."
He smiled softly and blushes slightly as he hears those words from my mouth and he looks like he was just proved right..
"I always knew sex without feeling in it was just sex, it means nothing.." He says softly looking out at the ocean....
(ok it gets way to wordy to continue doing it like this so I will just copy and paste from chat logs from this point on)
You: yes it doesnt feel the same
You: i dont feel the love and such in it
You: and I take time to do emotes for him...but no recipriocation, and when I ask him to he sighs and goes oh jeez
Esmiel Posthorn: well, he shouldnt act like that. its not much to ask
You: and for months I have been so starving for a session like I used to have with Reo, and he doesnt seem to want to do that, and I have been too shy and scared to ask anyone
Esmiel Posthorn: well, Drin is not Reo. he has his own way of doing things, and i guess that doesnt quite fit the way you like things to be
You: well not I dont mean exactly, what I mean is I want a passionate emoted love-making session with him, but he seems to either be unable, or doesnt want to do that, and I really need that closeness, even if it isnt with him, I just feel like a robot
Esmiel Posthorn: wouldnt doing it with someone else make you unfaithful to Drin? is that worth it
You: he took another slave only for a few days, but I cant help but think he did something with him after I went to bed this one night, and I know that he did
Esmiel Posthorn: has Drin actually said he would be only for you?
You: yes
Esmiel Posthorn: but he goes off with this other slave and breaks that vow... you doing the same with someone else wont make things right... but i spose it might make you feel a little better
You: yes it sort of would make me feel better and I have kept what I promised him
Esmiel Posthorn: is making yourself feel better worth breaking a promise? thats the issue i think...
You: yes but every time he knows he is wrong and I comment on that, he snaps at me and goes back to the stern Master mode and it hurts because its like he can harp on me when I am wrong but he is all-mighty, and never wrong
You: and I know I am a slave
You: but still that is not a true Master-slave relationship there always has to be a little give and take
You: I give and he takes
Esmiel Posthorn: of course... alot of masters I've met have a problem with pride.. they cant be seen to be weaker than their slaves. a good master would work it out with his slave i guess, actually solve the problem together. Drin just 'solves' it by himself not caring what you say...
You: Eshy....do you still find me attractive...:blushes: I mean....
You: would you still want me?
Esmiel Posthorn smiles and nods. blushing slightly
You: because I....:blushes: still find you so attractive....:blushes more:
You: would you still want me?
Esmiel Posthorn smiles and nods. blushing slightly
You: because I....:blushes: still find you so attractive....:blushes more:
Esmiel Posthorn blushes and runs a finger through your hair, across your cheek and down your back softly
Nicholai Heita shudders and purrs softly
Esmiel Posthorn: kitty, Drin has no idea what he has in you.
You: I think he does and wants to see how far he can stretch it
Esmiel Posthorn: you mean, take advantage of it?
You: I dont want to think of that word
You: lookie what I found dusting off my inventory
Esmiel Posthorn accepted your inventory offer.
Esmiel Posthorn: omg! hehe
Esmiel Posthorn accepted your inventory offer.
Esmiel Posthorn accepted your inventory offer.
Esmiel Posthorn: that was a fun day *grins*
You: yes it was....annoying lag though remember LOL you disconnected and some idiot came in and my butt was in the air LOL
Esmiel Posthorn: LOL
You: I aslo changed my shape and face a bit
You: and made my ass bigger, can you tell :P
Esmiel Posthorn pats it and nods
Nicholai Heita purrrs
You: oh Eshy...why didnt I stay with you....
Nicholai Heita begins to cry
Esmiel Posthorn holds you tight and nuzzles you
Esmiel Posthorn: i dont know baby... its cos i wasnt ready for something serious. i cried like a baby when you went back to Gor
You: I did too...
You: and I am still crying now
Esmiel Posthorn wipes the tears from your cheek with the back of his palm and kisses it
Esmiel Posthorn: i ended a relationship in SL just 2 days ago, kitten. i loved that guy very much. maybe soon i will be ready for something again... if you wanted.. maybe
You: I want you Eshy...so much...
Nicholai Heita places his face on your chest and cries
Esmiel Posthorn: right here, right now, i am all yours kitty. all yours
Esmiel Posthorn strokes your hair softly
Nicholai Heita wraps his arms around Eshy, and he shudders as his sobs soften
Esmiel Posthorn runs his fingers gently down your back, caressing your soft skin
Nicholai Heita shudders and he mews softly, and he rubs his nose against your chest
Esmiel Posthorn lifts your chin with his hand softly and kisses you on the forehead
Nicholai Heita closes his eyes, wet streaks marring his otherwise perfect complexion
You: let me tell you a little secret
You: when he does have sex with me, most of the time about 10 seconds into it I just start camming around like what do I need to add here, and just making mmnnnn and ahhh sounds as he clicks away
Esmiel Posthorn: i cam around a bit too whenever I'm with anyone. but my focus is always on them. honestly :)
You: well mine wasnt I was focused on the other room like would a vase look good here and what kind of flowers
You: and then he goes Nicholai's Dickie: Drinkin strokes it hard, and I go ahhnnn then go silent
Esmiel Posthorn: lol sex with him sounds enthralling
You: and apparently he gets off on that for some reason
You: eshy.....
Esmiel Posthorn: yeah?
You: hold me....I dont want to be alone right now....
Esmiel Posthorn wraps his arms around you
Esmiel Posthorn: you arent alone kitten. I'm here with you
You: thank you eshy....
You: I am so sorry if I have been like constantly flaunting myself in your face and you know you cant have me....I dont think when I act sometimes...
Esmiel Posthorn: its ok Nicho, no worries. i know you ^^
You: but the truth is you have always had me, all you have to do is say a word, anything....
You: I have never let anyone deeper then I have you Eshy, that is why I went back to Gor because those words you told me hurt so much...
Esmiel Posthorn: I know kitten, i know. i didnt think when i said those things. i hurt you and I'll never forgive myself. but i really do love you. so so much
You: I love...you...to...Eshy...
Nicholai Heita tears falls down his cheeks as he presses his lips to yours chastely...
Esmiel Posthorn kisses you gently, stroking your cheek with his palm
Nicholai Heita falls against your chest, his wet tears hitting your bare flesh as he whispers over and over
You: I love..you..Eshy...so much.....I am dying without you...
Esmiel Posthorn holds you close and tears form in his eyes. 'Come and be with me then'
Nicholai Heita looks up into your eyes and he softly nods and he presses his lips to yours, his body shuddering
Esmiel Posthorn strokes your back with his fingers as he kisses you on the cheek, then on the lips
Nicholai Heita whimpers softly, then parting his lips, his passion and love for you so strong, he cant take it anymore
Esmiel Posthorn looks in your eyes as he kisses you passionately
Nicholai Heita opens his eyes, tears shimmering as he finally kisses you openly, melting in your arms
Esmiel Posthorn holds you firmly yet gently as he pulls back from your kiss and smiles into your eyes
You: ohh...Eshy...I love you and want you so much....
Esmiel Posthorn: i love you too Nicho.
Nicholai Heita looks up into your eyes blushing....
You: Eshy...
Esmiel Posthorn: yes?
You: I seem to....be....ummm..excited....
Esmiel Posthorn raises an eyebrow
Nicholai Heita blushes more
Nicholai Heita positions himself so to hide it...
You: the kiss and my love for you, has been bubbling in me for such a long time...
You: and it seems that letting it out, has a unusual effect on me for some reason...
Nicholai Heita blushes even more
You: I...am...sure...it...w..will...settle...down...though...
Nicholai Heita stutters as he blushes cutely
Esmiel Posthorn: well, we could let it settle down.. *leans in close*...
Esmiel Posthorn whispers 'Or...'
Nicholai Heita blushes and asks "yes.."
Esmiel Posthorn leans closer, so his mouth is just touching your ear 'We could not leave it to settle...'
Nicholai Heita shudders at the touch, and he blushes more, and whispers
You: would you like that....
That is all you get you are going to have to imagine the rest from there PERVS! j/k I love you all :P
Wednesday, June 13, 2007
Day Two: How we met
The first time we met.....oh gosh it seems like it happened years ago, but then again lots of things seem faded with the haze of my short memory span, that is why chat logs were created lol.... but we met way before I learned about chat logging, so alas the exact words exchanged are lost to history....But that moment is not lost, I think about it all the time, as I look back now I find it was the best thing that ever happened to me in Second Life and in some ways my real life....
At the time I met him I had been in SL for about almost a month or so, and was struggling to find myself after having gone through a really awful relationship that made my first few days/weeks on SL a very dark and unhappy time.. I was the kajirus (male Gorean slave) of Master ReoDominus Commander, but I had only entered into Gor due to the confusing circumstances of my first relationship, I still do not understand now how or why I decided to become a slave, because nothing in my past has pointed to me becoming one, I am a very opinionated and free-spirited person, who is a zealous supporter and advocate of human rights...go figure lol..
But the night I met him at the Blue Boy Club in Apollo, my Master had just went to bed, and I was being flirty and such, and the one thing I remember clearly is giving him a kiss before I went to bed, and that kiss would mark the beginning of a long, loving, and sometimes risque relationship.
I didn't realize it at the time but the boy I had kissed on a whim would become the most loved and closest person to me in SL, someone who I never lied to, opened my heart, and came to love with everything I am, and as I finish this entry, tears come to my eyes as I think back to all the wonderful memories I have had with him since that fateful night at the club, and I smile thinking of all the wonderful memories we have yet to make and will make in the future.
I leave you all on this note, listen to your heart, don't ignore it and keep on with something you know inside you doesn't make you happy, don't be afraid to hurt others, because you can make everyone you love happy, but you can't make them and yourself happy if you try to put them before you, follow what you feel, and when you find that place, hold onto it and never let it go....
At the time I met him I had been in SL for about almost a month or so, and was struggling to find myself after having gone through a really awful relationship that made my first few days/weeks on SL a very dark and unhappy time.. I was the kajirus (male Gorean slave) of Master ReoDominus Commander, but I had only entered into Gor due to the confusing circumstances of my first relationship, I still do not understand now how or why I decided to become a slave, because nothing in my past has pointed to me becoming one, I am a very opinionated and free-spirited person, who is a zealous supporter and advocate of human rights...go figure lol..
But the night I met him at the Blue Boy Club in Apollo, my Master had just went to bed, and I was being flirty and such, and the one thing I remember clearly is giving him a kiss before I went to bed, and that kiss would mark the beginning of a long, loving, and sometimes risque relationship.
I didn't realize it at the time but the boy I had kissed on a whim would become the most loved and closest person to me in SL, someone who I never lied to, opened my heart, and came to love with everything I am, and as I finish this entry, tears come to my eyes as I think back to all the wonderful memories I have had with him since that fateful night at the club, and I smile thinking of all the wonderful memories we have yet to make and will make in the future.
I leave you all on this note, listen to your heart, don't ignore it and keep on with something you know inside you doesn't make you happy, don't be afraid to hurt others, because you can make everyone you love happy, but you can't make them and yourself happy if you try to put them before you, follow what you feel, and when you find that place, hold onto it and never let it go....
My Turn! :P
Well, you can see Nicholai made a good start. I'm here to talk about two pressing issues.
Firstly I fucking hate Linden for making my brand new x3 disappear. It was completely their fault and I know I will never get compensation. Suppose I just gotta put up with it.
Secondly, and more importantly. The pictures Nicholai has been taking are.. not a very good representation of me. Take the octopus group one, for example. I don't look like that! Honestly! My face isnt usually at that angle and my nose isnt that pointy and my scarf and belt are usually rezzed. I know its not his fault, just thought I had better point it out... unless... he photoshopped it that way. It kinda looks a bit like he did... Ah well he did his best and that what counts :P
Anyways, maybe I will contribute something worthwile to this one day, although I've got nothing in the way of Jpop references for you. I do have my own blog (I dont think Nicholai knows it exists) and it is totally amazing, so check that out too.
Guess its bed time for me...
See you next time ^^
Firstly I fucking hate Linden for making my brand new x3 disappear. It was completely their fault and I know I will never get compensation. Suppose I just gotta put up with it.
Secondly, and more importantly. The pictures Nicholai has been taking are.. not a very good representation of me. Take the octopus group one, for example. I don't look like that! Honestly! My face isnt usually at that angle and my nose isnt that pointy and my scarf and belt are usually rezzed. I know its not his fault, just thought I had better point it out... unless... he photoshopped it that way. It kinda looks a bit like he did... Ah well he did his best and that what counts :P
Anyways, maybe I will contribute something worthwile to this one day, although I've got nothing in the way of Jpop references for you. I do have my own blog (I dont think Nicholai knows it exists) and it is totally amazing, so check that out too.
Guess its bed time for me...
See you next time ^^
Day One: Conclusion
......and Esmiel grabbed onto the ugly tentacle an
d tried as hard as he could to make it let me go, and after about 20 minutes or so I got bored and decided to click the stand up button.....and to make Esmiel feel better I played it up...
"Oh my big strong hero! Oh you saved me from the evil molesting tentacles, however can I repay you D:"
Needless to say his idea of payment resulted in me slapping him and saying "Not here!"
Just then out of nowhere uber-awesome J-pop superstar Namie Amuro appeared and said "I am your fairy japanese singer who grants wishes" and then I stopped daydreaming and Esmiel and I moved on...
We kept walking around bogged down in a totally gray and lagging landscape, well at least for me it was that, Esmiel wasn't having basically any probs, and it was all sunny and colorful for him, until I crashed and then everything was that way for me too...YAY!
As we walked down what looked like a dark high-tech industrial area we all of a sudden were surrounded by bright cartoon colors, and things that were frighteningly cute and cuddley, and Esmiel yelled out "OMG! We went off-track and are now in hell!"
d tried as hard as he could to make it let me go, and after about 20 minutes or so I got bored and decided to click the stand up button.....and to make Esmiel feel better I played it up..."Oh my big strong hero! Oh you saved me from the evil molesting tentacles, however can I repay you D:"
Needless to say his idea of payment resulted in me slapping him and saying "Not here!"
Just then out of nowhere uber-awesome J-pop superstar Namie Amuro appeared and said "I am your fairy japanese singer who grants wishes" and then I stopped daydreaming and Esmiel and I moved on...We kept walking around bogged down in a totally gray and lagging landscape, well at least for me it was that, Esmiel wasn't having basically any probs, and it was all sunny and colorful for him, until I crashed and then everything was that way for me too...YAY!
As we walked down what looked like a dark high-tech industrial area we all of a sudden were surrounded by bright cartoon colors, and things that were frighteningly cute and cuddley, and Esmiel yelled out "OMG! We went off-track and are now in hell!"
To which I responded by sighing and smacking him on the head saying, "its kawaii-land idiot", but still the place was freaking me out so we took one pic by a really cute and scary group of octopus (is that plural?) and headed outta there as fast as we could.
Tuesday, June 12, 2007
Day One: The Chronicle of Our First Adventure
*mews*
Hello all and welcome to the joint-blog of Esmiel and me. (ack getting a bit nervous if that is correct grammar lol -.-)
The purpose of this blog is to chronicle our journey through all the worlds and places that SecondLife has to offer us, and hopefully Esmiel won't get me to deviate from that purpose ^^;
Anyway I thought I would start my first post about one of the funnest expeditions I went on with my love, well the funnest so far, instead of going into my history and background right off the bat, cause that can get a bit boring and I hate being boorrring...*hits Esmiel's elbow as he starts to snore*
Well about a week ago I asked Esmiel to take me somewhere awesome so I could make a killer first post on our blog LOL, and as usual he goes "ok...", and tells me about a cool place he saw in someone's picks called Nakama, and with my love for almost everything Japanese I screamed and jumped up and down saying "ZOMG! Tp me there now biyotch!"; well maybe not those exact words but something close ^^;
Now before I go into details about our trip I figured I would give you all a background about the sim, OMFG Yay learning woot! D:
This sim seems to have been built by Nephilaine Protagonist, a very awesome clothing designer and creator of the infamous PixelDolls, seeing as every single part of Nakama is able to be bought either packaged in a rezzable building or just simple prims of the street, and I was quite impressed and in awe of the attention to detail used in this build of a Japanese city, but why go on and on about it and show you some of my favorite spots there :P
Upon arriving there at the main teleport area and rezzing, if you turn around behind you, there is like a big yellow staircase, and on top that staircase is the one of two stations for the sim's annoying trolley, it took like ten minutes just to get this picture here right, and it ran over Esmiel and me twice, oh and another thing of note if you look really closely you can see a giant purple thing, its like a huge robot, Esmiel and me figure it was some giant toy, cause it is just there lol, well after having to jump onto the jerking train we were off, off in a cam-catching nightmare, I couldn't see a damn thing in mouselook or out of it, but Esmiel seemed to have an enjoyable ride. Figures
Wheee! ummmm...wait a minute...does anyone know where this thing is taking us.......Then there appeared to be a massive earthquake sending the buildings and trolley around us to come crashing down, fortunately through a ultra-advanced technology called Phantawesomness the trolley just rolled over and we went through the walls, and then just when we thought the worst was over, the water around the crumbled tracks we were standing on began to bubble and foam, and I grabbed onto Esmiel as I saw something moving in that yucky industrial city-water, icky icky....and then I felt something grasp around me leg and as I looked down to my horror a hideous Barney-purple tentacle was wrapped around me leg, and began to coil around me....letting out a shriek I was ripped from Esmiel's arms..
To be continued....D:
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